I think i've misplaced my holiday assignments,
great job, Tashka!

I don't feel like going to school,
i want to go back to dreamland.
GAHHH!

Time for school,
goodbye.

Change

I tried so many times but nothing happened,
It seemed the task at hand was much too great for me.
I spent my yesterdays wondering if tomorrow would be the same.
I underestimated Your grace.
But you loved me in spite of my ways
And changed me.

Change
That's the word that comes to mind when I think of all you've done for me.
Oh, oh, change
It's kinda' strange how people say that I act so differently
Oh, oh change
Every passing day I find it easier to say...
"What a wonderful change in me."

Now I find myself staring in the mirror
Taking inventory of the things I see.
I never realized that there was so much missing deep inside
Until you took control of my life.
Like an eagle now I can fly
Cause you changed me.

Change
That's the word that comes to mind when I think of all you've done for me.
Oh, oh, change
It's kinda' strange how people say that I act so differently
Oh, oh change
Every passing day I find it easier to say...
"What a wonderful change in me."

And everyday I pray that you'll open my eyes to see things your way
Cause I wanna love like you,
Walk like you,
Live like you.
Whatever you have to do
Even if you change me Lord.

Change
That's the word that comes to mind when I think of all you've done for me.
Oh, oh, change
It's kinda' strange how people say that I act so differently
Oh, oh change
Every passing day I find it easier to say...
"What a wonderful change in me."

Memorable Day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS FOO!
:D

Walked to j8 with brother,
before heading towards school.
School in the morning,
hah.

Got excused from tamil again,
hmm yippie?
Okay lots of tamil homework that i'll have to do tomorrow then!
:o

Bused down with the girls to some place near prime
i didn't quite know anyone other than for.. JieYing(:
Hah.

Fooled around
(gah, its becoming a habit? uhoh.)
okay when the doctor called me it was super funny
'cos all the nurses was like 'anne shalini'
and there was a girl there who name was something similar,
so HAHAHA,
i didn't quite hear and name & great i was the 1st?

Hah,
then the doctor was real funny
firstly he didn't know how to pronounce my name
secondly i was like watching all the needles and stuff
(don't ask me why i like to see what's happening)
and then he said
'uh, you really want to see ah? You sure?'
His tone was like making me laugh already,
but i didn't kay,
HAHAHA!

Waited for everyone to be done
and took a bus back
went lunching with the birthday girl lady
heh.

Talked & ate
AND I'M STILL THE SLOWEST!
HAHAHHA.

Okay whatever,
at 2 then it was
back to school.

Tamil again tomorrow,
i miss Anbarasi!
:D

Meeting Clarissssssssa tomorrow!
Holiday homework must get done!
Agapeland craft must get done!
EVERYTHING MUST GET DONE BY TOMORROW!
;)

Goodnight(:

Laughter Fills The Air-

Council Meeting yesterday
was hilarious.

Thanks Sharmala for bullying your senior.
I promise, you'll regret it soon.
:)
Second time already ah!

Council meeting in the morning
Sharmala went around saying,
'This is burnt popcorn, have a try!'
When its CHOCOLATE popcorn.
Argh.
Thanks Murphy for saying i ate this before, i know!,
HA! Right smack back to Sharmala's face eh?
:DD

Gathered, went over to meet MrsTeo.
Thanks man for making me look like a fool.
For whatever reason, someone had to raise a question across the room,
'are you a punjabi?'
Which sent the whole group roaring with laughter
and MrsTeo didn't hear that part
but just saw the reaction and proclaimed that we were insane.

And then suddenly the topic of.. 'Colour Blindness' came about,
and i roared with laughter, seriously
leaving Sharmala no choice but to say some weird comments,
on thursday to MrHaw and yesterday to MrsTeo
AND THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVED HER,
SHEEEESH
Gah.

and then MrsTeo said some point about decipline
i commented, and everyone was laughing AGAIN!
Thanks to Sharmala & her wonderful comments,
i looked like a fool again!

BLEAH!
HAHAHA, but i still love the meeting, hehheh.
Saw MrsLee and started chasing her
'cos i thought i was late for the briefing
turned out to be that i was the FIRST.

MrsChan came in to conduct the briefing & everything else
i want her to go! :/
Grouped up here & there for everything,
planned a little
and we were dismissed.

Out for lunch to Pastamania with Shalin
& then back home,
hah.

Bleah

Back to posting,
this blog is probably going to be rotting for a lil i guess?
Too tired + its kinda the same thing day after day,
so nothing much to update?

Heh.
Yesterday's visit to Ngee Ann for a definite better one compared to Singapore Poly,
the people are more friendlier here and the campus is much more
(is young the right word?)
NP seems to be new & fresh and BRIGHT.
It actually makes a difference alright!

Started off with a talk on whether to chose a Poly or JC,
kinda alright i guess?
Honestly i felt like the lecturer didn't know much of the school herself
'cos i did my 'homework'
Well i did a lil of research and some courses that i might be interested in
and whatever that wasn't stated in the webbie,
i remember and asked during the talk
like about DPA & stuff, but she didn't even know what that was.
So yeah.. you can get the idea?

I'm only interested in the humanities school,
definitely not business & engineering!
Hah.

'Recess'
Kinda awful,
the food had some.. bitter taste.
Bleah.
Okay & off to the engineering lab with the class,
to make a CHRISTMAS tree!
HAHAHHA!
Okay it was real freaky,
'cos that lecturer gave precautions like its 325degrees,
make sure your hand don't touch the tip,
your hair doesn't fall on it,
the rubber does not touch it or else it'll be a power trip
and the shouldering machine is the size of a big pen?

Yeah great
i was so so scared after that,
even when the lecturer showed the example
i kept going
'eh your handd! Be careful! '
I seriously felt so worried for him!
okay, when i got use to melting the metal into the circuit then it wasn't THAT bad.(:
I even managed to help Dharishini
but i was just a 'lil slow i guess?
HAHA.

And tada the christmas tree was done!
It sings/lights up!
Thanks Vivien for the small help too(:

Talked to the poly student that was quite friendly,
why is everyone that i'm talking to
in ECH & got in through DPA?!
I feel like..
giving it a try too?
I mean, no harm trying right?

Heh.
Back to school and off to meet MrsTeo
she's super funny alright!
I was controlling
and then god knows what she said
and then Dharishini & I burst out laughing
and i was already tearing and she was going to,
AHHHH WHAT A JOKE!
Thinking of the onversation now is making me laugh,
at the computer screen,
HAHA!

Went over to meet my dear TiYingYng
before training down to Dhouby Gaut (sp?) & then change line to Harbourfront and then a lil bit of walking to Vivo!
long journey!
:D
Packed train too, ahha.

Went to Gv, bought tickets!
MAMA MIA!
:D
It was the last day of the show and no other cinema showed it already.
So it was... Vivo for us!

We still had close to an hour before the show
so we went to the SKY PARK!
Totally lovely!
Camwhore-d like mad!
HAHA!

it was reaching showtime
so we went back up to watch Mama Mia
WOW
SO NICE!
All the songs are ringing in my head
there wasn't much of a story actually
but the songs were.. heaven.

Ahhha,
pictures up another time from both Ngee Ann + Sky Park.
Movie ended @ 6,
trained back
long ride home
and walked from j8 to home.

Home @ 7.30!

That's all for the day, goodbye!

Happy Deepavali(:

Tomorrow's supposed to be the beginning of the year end holidays
but i don't feel the holiday mood AT ALL.
In fact, i want the holidays to end faster (not that i'm going to love going back to school)
but the amount of things i've got to complete this holiday is PURE MADNESS!
And once the holidays come to an end, it means all this stuff would have ended.
Just the thought of overview of this holiday is giving me the yukky feeling.
Argh!

Okay whatever,
this week is going to be.. packed?
Yeah.
ThankGod i'm not in the bridging programme if not i seriously can go bang my head already,
too many things to do, too little time.
But yikkes, Anbarasi wants me back for Tamil
WELL EVERYONE OF US, JUST 'COS OF HER WONDERFUL PAPER!
BLEAH!

Okay Tuesday's NgeeAnn's Visit
Wenesday's UK briefing + Council Meeting
Thursday's Tamil + Council?
Friday's Council
Saturday's Council
Sunday - AGAPELAND DUTY! :O

That's week 1
and the following week is going to be the UK trip already!
:O
Okay, back to posting.

On a second thought,
i had the WEIRDEST NIGHTMARE OF ALL TIMES YESTERDAY!
if i even blog it out, you might die of laughter
so i think i shall refrain from doing so
HAHAHHA

Today's Deepavali!
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL WHO CELEBRATES IT!
(hey i'm nice, i messaged my teacher wishing her alright)

Okay whatever,
woke up @ 8
to 12 wishes/messages.
Anyways, i don't celebrate Deepavali, i just go to 2houses every year.
HAHA!
Thanks anyways(:

Slacked around,
decided to have my bath & get ready.
& yours truly wore a SARI!
:D
Yeah, imagine the comments received.

Off to Kamini Akka's place first,
bumped into Geetha&family even before entering the lift,
HAHA!
yay!
Walked into the house and wished everyone,
i think i had to repeat 'Happy Deepavali at least 12 times before i finished wishing everyone,
hah!
Went to the room, camwhored with Geetha first.
x3
and off for breakfast, @ 1.
(Okay i was actually super hungry so i dragged Geetha to accompany me & eat!)
Ate THREE times!
i was hungry alright.

Did some catching up with cousins,
wheee,
all the cousins gathered and camwhored now,
hahaha!
That was what we basically did.

At 3 went over to another auntie's house
Ate, i think council has seriously thought me the habit of serving?
When i'm out with my juniors i do all the carrying & stuffs
and today i kinda served my cousin lunch?
hehheh.
See, how much council can teach you?
(:

Lunched continued our conersations
and we parted.

Home soon after.
And that's the end of my deepavali,
HAHA!

Alright, have a good holiday everyone!
Goodbye.

Goodbye, My Friend

We've only been close during the past 2months,
but your departure is going to leave a heavy impact, my dear.

You were the one that made me feel belonged in council,
remember the 'wonderful' talks we had during the dinner table?
There's just so many to list..
You were the one that encouraged me time&time again,
to make a difference in council.
You were the one that allowed me to go wild with you,
'cos i just could not find anyone better to go wild with
You were the one that made every circumstance whether good or bad
you made it turn out to be something better, something good.

We've just got closer to one another,
but its also time to say farewell, my friend.
Thanks for the wonderful memories that you created for me to keep,
Thanks for the encouragements when i was leading the projects,
Thanks for the fun times that we shared,
Thanks for the wise sayings of how to 'shoo' people away,
Thanks for always being available,
Thanks for being ever ready to give a helping hand
Thanks for always being so enthu and giving me a smile even when days can be horrid,
Thanks for giving me a chance to rise up,
Thanks for making a leaving such a great impact,
Thanks for making a difference in my life.

I'm not too sure how i'm going to go to school without you around,
how empty life's going to become.
There's no one to be the first to give me a smile every morning at the table,
(I should have treasured it, instead of taking it for granted sometimes)
There's hardly anyone left to fool around with like as much as i've fooled around with you,
There's one person less to talk to
There's one person less to crap with
There's one person less to laugh with
There's one person less to joke with
There's no one to scold people for me,

I'll be forever grateful to you.
For all the words you used on me,
all the times you stood by me,
all the joy you brought to my life,
who can be a better friend?

Goodbye, my friend
Remember all the good times we've spent together,
thankyou for all the wonderful memories even though they were short,
wherever you go & whatever you do,
remember, i'll always be here for you.

Do take care,
You know i'll miss you
but memories of you would always be kept,
thanks for every single one of them.

Even though leaving is hard,
there isn't quite a choice
all the best in whatever you do.

God Bless you too.

With Love,
Tashka

--

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

yeah

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Council Training Camp 2008

LONG POST AHEAD: 2236 WORDS!

This camp was something rather different,
compared to other council camps.
But honestly, i preferred the 'March camp?
But this wasn't that bad.

School on Friday was rather do nothing kind of thing
'cos my bag was in the liliput
so i walked around empty handed,
and there wasn't any lessons.

School ended at 12.30,
in the library for awhile with Sharmala & YingYng
and off to go for camp.

The dreading feeling was annoying.
'cos it was the beginning of camp & its like you got to go through the 3days
which seemed extremely long at that hour
+
the suspense that was added in
you don't exactly know the tone of the camp, yet.

But it went rather alright,
the camp got started by a talk, by Mrs Yap.
The theme of the camp for pearlization - there's no such word in the dictionary,
but i find it sucha unique name actually.
So she talked about.. the theme of the camp & the significance of it,
for us, as leaders and weaknesses and strengths.
And gave us time to do, reflections - with a few questions.
it ended, soon enough to move into our individual levels for our workshops.

& JiaWei left for her KunMing briefing.

I hated the seperation parts,
'cos it meant finding a new partner
other than for ClaraS, JiaWei & Hazel.

The workshop was about leaving a legacy.
Well some points were rather ralevant for me 'cos i just lead the p6 invitation days ago.
& it gave me time to reflect through the points
whether i did the right things
or i did negative things like critisize or whatever.

But as i reflected, i guess it was more of positive points 'cos i don't remember putting anyone down or whatsoever.
And going through the workshop
someone kept appearing in my mind, how that someone has abused her authority rather

Dharishini, shhhhh.

So every point, i kept '________!' on the paper
HAHA!

Its in a way, sad to realise.
I once was there in the library,
hearing Aishah talk about how council changed her
and now,
people are telling me to pass the baton on,
to leave a legacy,
something where my juniors will remember me for.

Its too fast, just too fast.
It seems like i came in last year, and leaving soon.
Wow, treasure the remaining time left, i guess?

We played a shape & a game called 'touch' during the workshop.
I didn't like the touch game AT ALL.
We were blindfolded and we were paired with someone,
and we're supposed to feel that someone's hands and seperated again
and once our blindfolds are off you have to find who that person was.

AHHH!
& my hands were...
SOAKED!
:O
Sorry Yani & Amirah!

The shape game was an interesting one,
we had strings and we had to make shapes, blindfolded,
but with talking
and there would be someone who's able to see, but not able to talk.
It was really an interesting game, i must say.

The workshop ended @ 6
and it was dinner.

Dinner was horrible !!
It was some yuckky stuff,
i don't exactly remember
but i didn't eat much, i waited for SUPPER!
HAH!

After dinner it was bonding games!
The first game was some catching the flag game.
My group is Group 5, Sambal Balachen (sp?)

My group members were:
Eileen, Amanda , XinClare, Joshua, Shireene Sharmala, JiaWei, Dharishini, Dakshayani, Arshad, Jancy, Clara, Tashka (me).

Almost everyone went attacking other groups for flags
accept for Sharmala, Dharishini, Shireene & Me.
Joshua was defending the outer area of the cone.

Sharmala's scream chases everyone away!
When she decided to go out to attack instead,
everyone started coming to us to attack!
Geesh.

Played with other groups.
& moved on to the next game.

You had to do tasks to get to the end
where we had to collect as much foam as possible.
with shampoo on our heads, obviosuly.

First task:
Bite an apple with your teeth and not holding the apple.
Second task:
Pick 2 Marbles on the grass around and put it in the bowl
Third task
Put your head in flour to get a sweet
and then wash your hair to get the foam.
All the girls had like alot of foam, please!
HAHAHA!

It was bath time,
supper,
and lights off.

But yours truly spent the night accompanying friends to the toilet
'cos i was still awake, till 4.15am.
:O

Woke up @ 6.
Sharmala was amazed that i actually could wake up even though i slept at that hour
and i guess she's the only one who knows the actual time i slept.
Heh.

Toilet to do morning stuffs with JiaWei,
and packed a little
before heading for morning stretches,
its Day2!

Did some weird stretches,
HAHA!
And breakfast in the parade square with the red group,
since the canteen was wet.
Kaya + Bread = Heaven.
I had 3 servings?!
heh.
I shared the milo with Dharishini though,
not really a milo fan, but i love macs' iced milo.
(:

Assembled at the concourse,
before going to the LC for a combined workshop!
With the sec1s, 2s & 3s.
It was about working together as a group,
united as one council body.

We played 2 games.
1) On my knees, where we had no chairs but squeeeze together and sit one another,
supporting one another.
And if one falls off, the whole group falls.
But the girls managed to do it, after a few tries.
;)

The second game we played was a scavenger hunt,
where we had to complete tasks together,
but there was a string tied to every one, passing through our bodies.
We had to work together to complete tasks like catching an insect, saying a cheer with water in our mouths etc.
And the school was packed at that time!
There was GG south division day, with like 10 schools in our school?
There was NPCC
There was BB
There were teachers & some sec4 classes
& US!

After the workshop,
it was lunch.
I lovedddd the food.
Tofu, Sweet & Sour Fish & Kang Kong (?)
All my favourites!
And some didn't want their share and passed it over to me, heh.
I finished EVERYTHING, for the FIRST time!
:DD

Went over to the LC after that
Briefed on the Race Of Spirit also known as Amazing Race.
Elaine was the senior in our group.

Our first clue was
Sun, Sand, Sky if i ain't wrong.
That place was Bishan Active.
So we had to go there by WALKING 'cos he only were allowed one trip by BUS!
Our task was to design a logo and explain how its related to us as councillors.
Managed to do it, in like 4 mins?

Our next clue was What is 2,3,7, 11
That place was Prime Supermarket!
Our tasks was to take a picture with a shop owner and a student/child.
We finished this task fast so but 'cos we didn't know the next clue we could not move on
and since we asked our senior for help,
we had to be delayed by 10mins @ Prime.

Relaxed and tried to identify the next the clue we could not solve,
even though Elaine gave us 2 words of the clue
(1) 3 up & 3 down
(2) A park new our school

Once 10mins were up, we though of just giving Bishan Park a try,
but before that we went to the POLICE STATION to ask for a map
to see the parks nearby
HAHA!

Bishan Park was the right place,
we had to come up with a cheer,
cleared the station in about 5mins

the next clue was
'$'
So we thought cannot be banks 'cos so many banks!
So we said oh CPF then.
Went over to CPF, but we were at the wrong place
Gave Money Changer, Action City and all the shops on the 4th floor a try
but all was wrong.
Asked for clues from Elaine,
so got delayed for 10minutes.

The clues were:
(1) Don't think about money
(2) It sells food

FINALLY! We got it,
it was S11 the food court!
When we were able to leave,
went over to S11 and our task was to write 10ways councillors can serve the school selflessly.
Easypie.
Done in 5 mins.
We had 1/2 an hour left
before we had to head back to school.

Our last stop was
Singapore Press Holdings
Made our way there,
kind of far.
And when we were @ the overhead bridge
there were workers painting,
and as we ran pass
the paint dripped on my hair!
BLEAH!

Reached SPH
and our task was to face the cars, write with our backsides
'Student Council'
& we did so!
Took a bus back to school!

And we completed the race,
it doesn't matter what position
but we are all wonners
'cos he completed the race yes?

Break

before more bonding games!
The first game was an alphabet game
where we were not allowed to talk but had 3 tries to solve the mixed alphabets and could only use our left hand and right leg
glad to say, we came in 1st!

the second game was broken tv
where we had to pass down a message to down the row,
no talking but through actions!
WHICH WAS PLAIN HILARIOUS!
I can't explain this game.
You'd not understand it, unless you're there.
HAHA. Aflame for Truth became a pregnant women
HAHA. A man running with an olympic torch became the small intestines!
HAHAHHAHAHHAH!

Game ended,
Bathe time.
We allowed the Sec1&2 have their bath first,
things happened there.
It was disgusting so i decided to have my bath in the boys toilet
AND their toilet is like CLEAN!
so much better than the girls
soon after, 10 girls followed after to bathe at the boys toilet.

Dinner.
Some yucky awful food.
I didnt eat other than 3 spoons.
YUCK!

Sharing Session soon after.
I was way sleeeeepy and having a headache by then.
Grrr
First group of senior was Kerin's & Elaine's 'talk'
WOW Kerin is in ECH course
which is the course i'm kinda interested in?
:D
Found out more and stuff
before heading to Humanities Room for Bjorn's 'talk'
and well,
i was totally off
i actually fell asleep on the table!
:O

Walked round and round after i got up
to prevent me from sleeping!
Rounds to the bunks to the HOD rooms to the dance rooms and back to the bunks,
thrice.
Hah!

Headed over to.. LC for Aishah's talk.
Which was kinda the best
'cos everyone just started spilling everything
both inter&external council stuff
& most of the things no one had the courage to tell the teachers
but since Aishah's a senior everyone from Sec2/3 just said EVERYTHING
SHE WAS SUPER SHOCKED
that she called MrsTeo into the room for the sec2 group, hah.

Sharing Sessions ended,
with the teachers surprised but rather imformed now.
Debriefed, it was already 12.
I was zonkedddd.

MrsTeo talked about decisions,
i was so tired & restless i was entertaining myself at the back
'cos i can't be bothered to hear (too soft and i was too far away but lazy to move)
& then she said something like,
'If you need help in making decisions you can go to people like.. .. .. or Tashka'
i obviously didn't hear that part and thought she was calling me so i stood up and said huh? yes, why did i hear my name?' and was walking to the front AND THANKGOD CHASTINA STOPPED ME
AND ASKED ME TO SIT DOWN 'COS SHE WAS USING IT AS AN EXAMPLE.
HOW DUMB CAN I GET, OMG!
I hope no one saw me walking up or something,
what happened if i made my way all the way to the front, if no one had stopped me?

Okay, whatever.
After debrief,
waited for the sec2s and off to bed.
at 2+ 3?
:o

Good morning,
its Day3!
Random stretches and stuff,
off to breakfast soon after.

Its the first SUNDAY that i was in school and not, church.
Whoops.
Heh

After breakfast it was supposed to be team building activities
but 'cos of last night's sharing session
MissFoo came back and discussed about the matters faced by the sec3s
while Mrs Teo did the same
but for the Sec2s.

After all the discussing, conclusions
we did reflections,
THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE NOTES!
I was kinda shocked to see so many, but happy at the same time!
And then we were dismissed after doing a cheer.

Hah,
there was some children church in the 1st floor,
omg, cutenessss.
They were singing the BIBLE song that kept ringing in my head,
reminded me of Shalyn leading Agapeland in that song, HAHA!
But their children church is like SUPER big,
Below 5 yrs about 60 children
Below 12 yrs about 80 children!
THE CHURCH IS BIG!

WOOOOOOOW.

After we were dismissed
headed over to Macs
like any usual Sunday
but instead of Val & Clarissa
it was Clara & Hazel!

Lunch-ed. and had a good chat.
It was a memorable time spent together.
Thanks Clara & Hazel
x3
:D

Home soon after,
and this marks the end of the council camp
and this post,
goodbye!

Congrats if you've made it all the way to this word!
(Tag me if you have!)
:D

It Was My Birthday

Lets Rewind all the way back to the EOY period,
all the way to the 5th of October where it was my birthday!

Thankyou(s) for all the wishes!
Let me try naming everyone(:

Daddy, Amma, Dharishini, JiaWei, Sharmala, Cassandra, Bhareth, Timothy, Nathaniel, Amirul, Miss Chye, Miss Amy, Miss Foo, Shalin, JieYing, Sharmala, YingYng, Kamini Akka, Ruku Attai, Malini, Sarah, Geetha, Bhavna, Roslyn, Liyana, Abigail, Shamini Akka, Vivien, Suhanthi, Rajam, YingYng's mommy, Nicole,Vickram, Aunty Lay Geok, Lali Perima (sp?), HuiPing, Jared, Shermin, Clarissa, Valerie, Michelle, Shalyn, Aunty Jessica, Benjamin, Bhisman, Stephanie, Stella, Clara, JiaEn, Ram, Jessica, AUNTY LILY, Hazel, Gracia, LeEn, Pretitha, SuEn, Corrinna, && AUNTY LINDA(!), Sally, Stella Chye, Wenda & Nan Rosie! Ethan, Xavier, Jaden, Luke, Kathleen, Allen.

So so sorry, if i've missed out your name.
This year i received the MOST wishes!
THANKYOU, THANKYOU, THANKYOU!

Saturday night was a dinner with the family,
@ Botak Jones!
:)

Pictures in a picture post,
had a steak,
great!

Went to church on Sunday morning,
and off to Agapeland after!

(Pictures at the end of the post)
They celebrated my birthday!
THANKYOU AUNTY LILY, VERY MUCH!
I didn't expect anything like that, really really.
I was so surprised when the cake was brought in,
rather speechless!

When it was blowing the candle time,
everyone was wanting to blow it off!
:O
ThankGod Aunty Lily raised the cake upwards,
towards the end of the birthday song.
Hehheh.

Cake eating time was so memorable
'cos even though i was the birthday girl,
i was the last to get the cake.
And Ethan is adorableeeeeeeee.

He kept going to Aunty Lily,
saying he one's another piece of cake
but there were 22 children (a normal lesson actually only has 10 children!),
and a small cake.

But being a nice 'Jiejie'
i shared my cake with him!
& he kept knocking into my head,
'cos he wanted a bigger bite!
:D
I was feeding both,
Ethan & Luke,
so when i fed Luke,
i turned the other direcetion.
When i looked back at Ethan,
he had cream ALL OVER his face!
:O

He kept playing with me,
and clowning around,
making me laugh non-stop.
&& then he started his jumping thing!

Where he runs from a position,
and jumps to me!
He started it,
soon EVERYONE followed!

& they hugged me altogether,
ahah
so memorable!

He kept talking non-stop,
how lovely,
but he refused to take a picture with me,
he passed his sister to me to take a picture with her,
HAHAHA!

I love Agapeland!
x3

Home soon after to revise Chemistry & Lit

THANKYOU EVERYONE!
This is such a memorable & wonderful birthday!

THANKS
JIAWEI for at sweeeeeeeeet post,
AUNTY LAYGEOK for the HIPPO!
RAJAM for the present!
BHAVNA, SHARMLA, YINGYNG for spamming a conversation full of 'Happy Birthday Tashka!'
ANDAND;
AUNTY LINDA for calling all the way from Phillipines!
:D




















Credits: Shalyn Yong(:

Happy Birthday!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY DHARISHINI!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Dharishini,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Dharishini,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(See i'm so nice kay, i dedicated a post to you!)

You better study hard.
& play hard (with me!)
You're a certified (crapping) partner eh?
I know we squabble alot, everyone knows that(:
But i enjoy it that way,
at least you look like a fool and not ME!
:DD

I wonder how i even talked to you, formally
once upon a time!
Sheeeeeesh.
Looking back, it seems retarded to talk to you formally.

We can't even have a proper conversation without one of us shouting at another, right?
HAHA!
We're Rajam's entertainers!

& cheer up!
Don't be upset over results
'cos its not the end of the world!
(:

Wishing you a blessed 15th Birthday,
and you know even though we squabble (worse than cats & dogs)
i still love you!

All the best!

Memories

Credits : Tan Hui Sze.

I miss 'o7.

Hello

Birthday Post, Camp Post & Long-Overdue Pictures another time.

School's ending.
*smiles*
I don't like the idea of doing O's next year though,
it seeems tooooo fast.

Bleah.
School's been ______________.
(Fill in the blank yourself)

I've been veryveryvery tired lately,
i slept for only 5 hours in the 2nights of council camp,
(HAHA. Sharmala's reaction was hilarious, when she realised i was still awake!)

I just finished watching Facing The Giants,
i reallyreallyreally like the show.

Tagline:
'With God, Nothing is Impossible.'
Amazing how the story goes actually,
you should catch it if you've not.

(:
Report Book's coming in tomorrow,
would i be happy?

The answer shall remain,
unknown.

Happy Birthday Eve, Dharishini.
:D

Till We Meet Again'

I'm back with updates on..
Post Exam Activities!
:)

Firstly, results.
I've improved in every subject this time!
:D
'xcept for maths,
but i didn't deprove either,
it just remains the same?

But yes,
amazed at English, POA, Chemistry, Bio and LIT too!
ThankGod!

& whatever happened during english.
I just have no comments on it.
And neither do i want to talk about it.

-

Today i went to school.
Assembly was..
tralalala.
I think Mr Ho wasn't the Mr Ho i know,
seriously.
His prayer was HILARIOUS.
I could not stop laughing,
tooo amazing.

Then..
He prepared us for next year's seating.
Geesh.
I don't like the word
'graduating classes'
:o
And he was laughing on stage,
saying weird stuff,
and everything that could be funny.

I was..
Amazed & Shocked.

Okay,
so the girls had to go for their Sexual Education in the Dance Room.
Gah!
Sitting cross legged on the floor for like,
4 1/2 hours?!
:O

And guess what i did?
:D
I tried to listen to the first part,
and once it came to the abortion part,
and the PICTURES, which was...
:O
i don't want to see it ever again.
All the workshop did, was to pollute my mind.
Argh, thankyou.

So i decided, since they switched off the lights,
i said my goodnights to the people around me,
and went to lala land.
And i wasn't woken up AT ALL,
till it was some breaktime or whatever,

So i went to school today to in a way,
sleeeeeeeeep.
And then after that i went to the toilet,
'cos everyone was like,
did you just wake up?
you look so blur!
So i went to wash my face.

Came back after the break.
Whoever played the guitar during the break,
thankyou very much!
'Cos i fell asleep right after hearing it.

And i'm sitting on the floor,
cross leg-ed and i still managed to
sleep on my bag,
that explains the workshop.
& also my tired-ness ya?

Met JiaWei after that,
well not exactly.
I love meeting up with her
'cos its always last minute kind of thing.

Went over to j8,
popular.
Walked around by myself
before i bumped into Shalin.
Then decided to go to LJS for lunch but it was too crowded,
so we took away
and went over to the roof terrace?

Ate,
When done
JiaWei messaged that she was on her way,
so I waited for her.
met.

Accompanied her for lunch.
She ate at macs,
stole some of her fries.
(with her permission!)
talked like there's no tomorrow.
Realised the time so we met YingXuan and headed back to school.

& done the stuff
and home soon after.

-

Tomorrow's school and following that,
council camp.
So goodbye
and till we meet again.

I just finished the packing not long ago.
I'm only looking forward to night time.
Other than that, well like every camp in the beginning,
i'm not too sure what to expect.

I'm dreading it, a little because i'm not going to like wet games/ holding hand games (if there is).
but i'm also looking forward to the dinner/lunch/supper/bath/sleep time,
and meeting all my sec2 friends again!
Yay!

Okay till then,
goodbye.

Bhavna, Cheer up, please?

JiaWei, thanks for the day my dear!

Every Good & Perfect Gift

I enjoyed today,
even though i'm exhausted now,
when was the last time i was THIS tired?
I hope i'll be able to get a goodgood sleep today
(:
As many could tell from my face.
Heh.

Okay.
Off to school at 6.45,
thanks councillors for being punctual,
if that means missing your breakfast too!
Whoopsy.

This shall be a long & detailed post,
so fast foreward if ya want to.
:)
Off to the G.O at 6.50,
HAHA.
Got the keys to the rooms,
off to the concourse.
Saw the whole group of councillors,
moved over to the lilliput.

Brief-ed them for a final time
before mrs teo came in and went through certain things.
THANKS JIAWEI FOR ALWAYS TESTING ME!
(oh & Hazel too!)
Okay yes,
then off to the parade square.

We had the 'honour' of sitting at the yellow tables in the canteen,
while the rest of the school had to sit in the parade square,
muahahaha.
Sang the anthem, the pledge
and off to the lilliput.
HAHA.
It was real funny,
when everyone was competing with the voice that's being heard in the speakers,
and how they announced for MrsTeo,
but she was actually with us in the liliput.

So everyone started to screem & cheer since she would not be able to hear
the school clapping, welcoming her back.
HAHA.
MrsTeo sent the councillors to the toilet(s) to tidy their attire, hair and whatever else
while i remained there with MrsTeo, making sure my 'speech' is perfect.
:)

Councillors came back, and off we went to LCN Room to station ourselves,
& MrsTeo & I went over to KCPPS.

First group:
Mrs Tan & Mr Goh were the accompanying teachers
It was the first time giving the speech, when mrs teo went, 'Its all yours' i was like, 'AHHHH. okay go Tashka.' (Well not aloud).
But i managed too!
Even though the councillors noticed that i was nervous and i was like figitty (sp?) for the first group.
Whoopsy.
But never the less, it went rather okay.
And soon the tour started.
And this batch was the one i enjoyed the most,
even though its like the first batch
where changes happen can happen or whatever that sort.
Its the beginning, so we aren't that confident compared to other groups.

Sandeep from 6Hope is like so cute,
he kept bullying his friend and complaining,
then when i ask who,
he'll pin point someone else.
And trust me, he's a chatterbox.
I also liked this girl, Faith & i forgot the boy's name.
But my, she's so sweet even though quiet.
And she aww. Kept telling me how the school is so nice and everything.
I didn't have any class, so i was hoping around.
Helping mostly at the explanation of the Black Box 'cos i remembered what Miss Foo told me!
;)
& also at the Design Thinking Centre/ Mustard Seed.
It's also the first time that i stepped into the design thinking centre & Gerero Room

Assembled back at the Library area before dismissing.

2nd group:
Councillors remained in the place,
while Miss Foo & I went over this time!
:DD
The teachers this time was..
Miss Stella, Miss Lee & Some Chinese Teacher
This batch was the noisiest and also the most enthu.
And the councillors were all very VERY warmed up already eh?
AND TURNING SUPER HYPER!
:O
I was like super shocked by the sudden change in them.
Hoho.

The second batch's speech is the best that i did throughout all the groups,
less nervous + more confident and i remembered everything too.
:)
Which is something good, yes?
Councillors came back,
and the tour started.
Remained at the black box for awhile before hopping everywhere again.
The Heritage Artefact Room has the misty (sp?) smell,
argh!
Went over to Design Thinking Centre again,
because i fell in love with the CUPBOARD CHAIR that can CHANGE SHAPE.

Run here, there & everywhere
so wet!
& back to the library at 10.30.
Since there wasn't any group yet,
MrsTeo & I were talking and entertaining each other till the groups came back.

Dismissed the group before heading for a short break.
Ran up again to open Liliput
and it was also OUR breaks!
With was the lower sec recess.
;)
Hazel accompanied me to buy a drink,
went over to her class
and off to my class too.
Collected some papers.
:o
And back to the Library area.

By 10.55, Councillors assembled.
And it was time for the third batch.
(My legs were killing already alright.)

Councillors waited,
MrsTeo & I went over this time.
Some reason or another, the sec2s were becoming more energetic,
while i was like the opposite?
:o

The teachers that came over this time was
Mdm Tan & The DM
:DD
The speech this round wasn't that fantastic,
i missed out a point?
But its alright!

Its my first time doing this kind of public speaking,
thankyou everyone for the encouragement.
AND COUNCILLORS,
For being faithful everytime in clapping esp the last time i said it- with all the cheering and the never ending clapping,
It really was a wonderful encouragement to me!
:DD
I really appreciate it, THANKYOU!

Tour started soon after.
Followed Matthew's group.
Because of the changes in the Heritage Gallery,
there were some clashes this round.
But it was still as fruitful.

Joined Matthew's group,
intro-ed Mdm Tan some things that the p6s wern't able to see.
:)
HAHAHHA.
Mustard Seed + Black Box,
helped out there again.

Before running back down to the library area,
to the final dismissal of this group.
And it marked the end of our 2008's p6 Invitation!
:D

Debrief-ed, before heading back to the Lilliput.
Collected our bags
and dragged myself to the canteen to eat!
Councillors all set together,
interacted with one another

Before heading our own ways.

And i'll end of with a few thankyou(s) to different people and also the speech that i said to the p6s:

Firstly, Sec2 Councillors. All 15 of you, Coral, ClaraS, Bhavna, Amelia, JieYing, Murphy, Hazel, JiaWei, Felicia, Sharmala, Matthew, Roger, Vito, Reuben & Bryan Kok. Thankyou for helping out in this project and making this a memorable event for me. Thankyou for putting in the time and effort in memorising your scripts for the different places too. I could never ask for a better group of councillors other than for you guys, THANKYOU!

Secondly, Dharishini, JiaWei & Shalin for encouraging me before every group comes in or before the whole event or anywhere in between, THANKYOU too!

Thirdly, Rajam & Dharishini for helping me check my papers and everything else while i was involved in this event. THANKYOU SO MUCH. (:

AND AND AND

MRS TEO & MISS FOO!
Thankyou for allowing me to lead this small little project/event. If you had not believed in me, i definitely won't be able to stand up there, rather confidently giving a mini speech. :) Thankyou for also giving me an opportunity for me to interact with the sec2 councillors. And also thankyou for helping me edit/print whatever else even though you both are busy marking.
THANKYOU SO MUCH! :D

My mini speech for the p6s:

If I could go back three years and get to choose my secondary school again, I would choose Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School again. No question about it, No regrets.

Kuo Chuan has been a school where I have made good firm friends and met some caring teachers who believe I am more important as a person than my grades alone. On both good bad days, there is always someone around to share the moment.

The school believes in giving us a balanced education. Lessons, like in all schools, can be tough but the teachers do their best to help us understand our work. Most teachers are also happy to give us extra our lessons when we needed it. KCPSS also has a homeroom system where we move from class to class rather than the teachers. Every classroom has a different environment which enables us to learn better. But coming to KCPSS is more than just about studying. The school has many interesting CCAs and activities for us. It also organizes many educational trips to places like China and England and Korea so that we are exposed to the different cultures of the different countries, and this experience cannot be obtained from daily lessons in class.

This school would be a school that I’ll remember fondly of. The wonderful & caring teachers, the good friends and also a school that molded me into the person I am today, someone who’s more confident now.

In a few weeks, all of you will be choosing your secondary school. My advice to you is “Choose wisely”. Choose a school that suits your learning style and ability. Choose a school that helps you grow as a person and become the young adult God wants you to be. Choose a school that helps you live great moments in your life. Choose a school that is like a second home.
As for me, I chose Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School.

&& Sec2 comments on the 'speech' please?

Set & Off;

Right i know its kinda early to blog..
Anyway, i'm ready for school!
:)

Sorry was not updating yesterday,
i was trying to get the words into my brain which has been over-used
for the past week.
Hohoho.

Anyways, yesterday!
Met Chia Jia Wei @ 11am.
(:
Went over to popular,
they don't even have my book please.
Argh.
Went over to the library, found the book.
And off to macs to get lunch
before heading back to school.

Lunch with JiaWei & Miss Foo.
:D
I am so going to eat fast man.
Everytime when i'm in a group, i'm always the SLOWEST.
(Other than with TiYingYng.)
:D
Okay yeah, basically we were talking about i don't know,
so many things!
Always change topic one.
HAHAHHA.

Okay then discussed stuff,
and JiaWei followed me home.
Yippie.
The 3 boys in the house were like..
lets see.
JiaWei was making her video and i went downstairs to get my book,
and when i came up,
I SAW SOMEONE'S LEG BESIDE MY BED. (LIKE ONLY LEG)
AND SUDDENLY MY CUPBOARD SPRANG OPEN!
It was jordan inside.
-.-
& my brother beside my bed.
Argh.

Did stuff with JiaWei,
and she left at 5plus.
I enjoy days with her, really alot.
:D

Goodbye.

Sundays With Church;

Its yet another Sunday. :)
Yesterday was just, nothing much.
I'll call it a bumming day,
it felt as if time was in my hands.

And yes, i'm so not used to this, yet.
Its like a sudden emptiness when i don't have to open my books to revise
or crack my brain to solve a maths/POA question.
Its different now!
I'm still getting used to it.

Heh.
Anyways,
i spent the day editting plus confirming the area flow.
And i slept real early,
like... 9+?
:O

Woke up early today,
church in the morning.

Agageland after,
the class is getting HUGE.
from like around 10 when i last did duty,
till today 18?
Yeah, other than for 5th,
the last time i did duty was 2 weeks before Sept Hols,
which is about 6 weeks of not on duty.

And the class is so big, and different now!
There's a pair of IDENTICAL twins,
Zhen Zhen & En En if i ain't wrong,
and trust me,
I SO CAN'T DIFFER THEM!
So Shalyn & I have a super hard time,
well their rubber bands are the ONLY different thing!

Aaron's joined the class already,
Caleb too,
Shannon came for worship today!
:D

I was asked to do the G-R-A-P-E rules with them,
Heh.
Its the first time speaking to a K1/K2 + Nursery group.
:)
Lesson was cool today,
object lesson!
FISHING.
HAHA.

After agapeland,
debrief-ed.
& off to KK's Macs for lunch with the Mok(s).
:)
Val's in love with the wasabi (sp?) fries,
i find it too sweet though.

Sent Clarissa off,
out with daddy after!
:D
Velocity first,
&&
Whampo for rojak.

& home soon after.
And yes,
my room isn't in a mess now!
The study table's clean,
the books are all stacked up properly
and orderly,
yay me!
*grins*

Alright, off to notebook-ing now.
:)

You Shine

Why should I feel mad,
When You made the heavens?
Why should I be afraid,
When You put the stars in place?
Why should I lose heart,
When I know how great you are?
Why should I give up,
When Your plans are full of love?

In this world we will have trouble,
But You have overcome the world!
You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!

Why should I feel mad,
When You made the heavens?
Why should I be afraid,
When You put the stars in place?
Why should I lose heart,
When I know how great You are?
Why should I give up,
When Your plans are full of love?

You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!

In this world we will have trouble,
But You have overcome the world!
You have overcome the world...!

You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!
You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You

There's Always A First To Everything;

This is going to be my very first time. 
Not in the sense like what the picture shows
on stage and the spotlight on you,
but in another way, yes.

All through my journey in council,
everything was commitee work, you're in a group.
But this time its different.
Tuesday would be the first day, i as a senior councillor
am going to lead a project,
by myself.

Its going to be something new to me,
i have never imagined myself leading such a thing,
but thankful for the opportunity at the same time.
Opportunities like this, don't come by often.
This might be the only chance i'll get
but half of me wonders how Tuesday will be like.

When MrsTeo asked whether i was willing to say a few words to the p6s,
thoughts were like,
am i even able to do something like this?
am i tha loud enough for them to hear me?
Do i have the courage to stand infront of everyone,
including my past year teachers to say a few words?
What would be the reaction from the people around when they hear me?
The shy, kind of quiet girl is going to give a small speech,
to a crowd of..
300?

But even as i thought about it, i replied with a yes.
I guess even Mrs Teo or Miss Foo wouldn't have expected me to agree with a yes.
I guess they wouldn't have xpected me to agree to lead the whole thing, but i agreed.
I decided to take a step of courage and do something and make a difference.

It would also be the first time leading the sec2 juniors,
its fun being around them,
and how random they can get.
But yes, they're a wonderful group of people to work with, i must say.
Super cooperative,
willing to help,
and supportive.
I don't think i'll be able to ask for a better group of people to work with.

Even if i'm the only leading councillor and Sec3 involved,
it doesn't mean that it can't be an excellent one,
because IT WILL BE.
Whatever it is,
Remember i'll always be here to help you, Sec2s.
As long as it'll reduce your load, i'll be happy to help.

Thankyou once again for being willing to help out and be involved in this,
thanks for sacrificing a day of school,
instead of checking your exam papers you're going to be helping the P6s.
Thankyou for the positive attitude, because i do appreciate it.
:)

So yes,
Tuesday would be the first.
The first of having a 'stage' to myself while i share a few words to a group of 150, 3 times.
The first time i'm going to lead this project, by myself.
I wonder what the primary school teachers that still remember me will say?
The girl that had gold in her mouth is now confident enough to stand up here to say a few words?
:O

Whatever the response is,
i'm confident, i'm prepared && i'm ready!
:D

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Doesn't this song say alot about me, now?
:)

This Is Me.

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Day Out With Honey(s)

EXAMS ARE OVER! ;)
HipHipHooooooooooorayyy!
All through the year,
i guess this exam for the exam i worked hardest for.
I've never woken up @ 1 in the morning and stayed awake all the way till 6.30.
It's normally maybe till 4 and nap again.
So yes, whatever the result i know i tried my best!
& EXAMS ARE OVER!

Accounts ended @ 12pm
bumped into MrsTeo so managed to get the council room key from the office,
yay!
Which means YingYng & 1 were there @ 12.
And we turned on the aircon,
and entertain-ed me with her paino skills.
I bet no one can beat her man! :D
She plays like.. Heaven.
I felt like i was floating in clouds, seriously.
ThankGod no one jumped in at that point,
to interupt, if not i'll be fuming!

Councillors started to stream in,
YingYng left to the library,
and soon we started!
Yes, the first time actually running the meeting,
meaning only sec3 speaking to sec2s,
but i really did enjoy myself.
Because i enjoyed everyone's company.

And i look foreward to Tuesday,
because i know we're going to work together to make this project a success,
and get to bond more with each other, yes?
I enjoyed the meeting really, its been awhile since..
nevermind.

Met Miss Foo after the whole thing ended,
left school to meet YingYng at Junction8.
And yes, someone was seen @ j8,
not by me, but a few others.
I hope i'll be able to see(!)

Trained down to Novena and met Clarissa!
:D
YingYng, Clarissa & I then headed to...
Mingles!
For an ice cream BUFFFFFFET!
(no kidding here.)
really really enjoyed ourselves,
chatted & chatted non stop.

When we had enough of ice creams we went over to Square 2 to look for Jon's mum's shop.
Had a hard time though, so hidden.
And our guider got lost too. (HAHAHAHA.)
So Clarissa, YingYng and I went over to look at the directory,
and managed to find her shop!
So we went to say hello,
talked for awhile before leaving.

And where did we head to next?
City Hall!
To be exact, Mallenia Walk for Yogurt!
It was awesome!
So we walked from City Hall MRT to Suntec City,
from Suntec City to Marina Square,
and from Marina Square to Mallenia Walk!
It took us like 30 mins to get there?
Ahhha!
So we headed to frolick right away!




I know i'm making you hungry,
but you can't help by getting such awesome pics of the yogurt!
:D
Bought the yougurt(s)
Clarissa said we should find a seat at the outside area of the mall,
to carry on our talks.
(Wow, i guess its only because we all feel so carefree since the exams are over!)
Talked and suddenly,
Clarissa took out her camera!
Ka-chick, Ka-chick, Ka-Chick!
Pictures after pictures!
:D
We really really cam-whored, however you spell that.
I collated all the piccas together,
and there are some still not included,
just too many!
:D
We realised it was 6 and decided it was time to head to City Hall MRT.

When we got into the train and Clarissa went, 'what bus do i take to get home from Newton?'
'How do i go home?'
LOL.
Yeah and she isn't joking here.
Since someone always just takes a cab home from wherever she is ah!
SO YingYng and I were being nice,
we decided to drop off with her @ Novena,
take a bus to church
walk her through her KK route's bus stop
and parted with her.

But it was good because we had more time to talk
and also could make sure that she knows how to get home!
(Its her church route home btw.)
Hehheh.
Sent her off,
walk through KKH's mall again,
bqck t our busstop
and 12 minutes for 56!
YingYng & I managed to catch up too,
double decker came
yappydoodledoo,

Bus rided all the way home.
Half way through, realised it was 7.30 and Clarissa has not called me,
called her hiuse + her mum's hp, no answer.
Guess what,
she took her own sweet time,
back home!

HAHAHA.
YingYng and I parted our own ways at the primary school side.

I really did enjoy myself today,
going out with my honeys for an ice cream buffet,
going all the way to City Hall,
to Mallinea Walk
and all the chitchats and hilarious conversations we had;
a perfect & memorable day indeed.

I truly truly enjoyed myself,
and all our funny actions we shared.
Thanks YingYng & Clarissa for making this day a great one,

I'm ending off now.
Hope you like this new blogskin (comments please) and enjoy the photos!
;)

With Love,
Tashka

-

I'm getting tired of POA,

its 4.30 already!

GOSHHHH!

How do you solve bad debts?

OH NO! I forgot! :O

Can 12 o'clock quickly come?

:D

The Last Night;

Today's POA.
I hope i do really really well because i really am memorising (sp?) & studying for it
even though it's like 2.51 now.

Today will mark the last day of the final exams,
HIPHIPHOORAY!
Which would also mean its going to be the last night i'll be awake at such an hour
till the next common tests probably!
YES! Finally Sleep will come first!
:DD

Whooo!
I can't wait, really.

Alot of things to do after the papers:
1 -> ICE-CREAM BUFFET! :D (With YingYng & Clarissa) - tomorrow.
2 -> Get back to my Twilight Saga(!) - Fianlly! I actually hid the books alright.
3 -> Blog skinning! (:
4 -> Walk to Kallang & walk back
5 -> Can't think yet.

Yay.
Oh did i mention?
I'm supposed to write a positive (a few words) about my journey in Kuo Chuan.
Right, i'll start cracking my head tomorrow after i enjoy my happiness!But maybe, yes they're quite nice things to say too i guess!

Okay its 3,

back to work

(:

Debit: All Dogs Eat, R.I.P
Credit: Cute Little Rabbits , Rest Our Soul.

(HAHAHA.)

Thanks my brain for coming up with weird things like these.

For example, Why was the TOV unfair?

My Sexy Energetic Uncle.
HAHAHHAHHAHHA.

:D

Don't lose hope!

Miracles Do Happen(:

Whatever the outcome,
be glad you tried the paper
you didn't give up!

ClaraS, Bhavna, JiaWei & other sec2/3s,
its okay,
cheer up and look on the bright side,
MATHS IS OVER!
And whatever the outcome,
you have done your best!

Don't lose hope!
Who knows?
They might moderate the marks?
Or lower the entering score?

Miracles do happen!

Cheer up, everyone!
Including the Sec3s and you, Dharishini!
:D

Study hard for the last 2 papers!
The end is approaching!
YAYYYY!

& thanks for being so happy that i'm leading it,
SO please don't bully me,
*coughs* Sharmala! *coughs*
:D
or i shall...
:DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

TO ME!

:D

I'm 15~

Birthday post up, another time!
Thanks everyone for all the wishes!
(:

This birthday's a real memorable one.

All the best for Chemistry & Lit, tomorrow.
I won't be updating till thursday then.
Goodbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHKA! <33

Make a wish and give it wings
Dreams of bright and beautiful things

Dance through all the fun filled hours
Don't forget to smell the flowers

Share some love and birthday cake
All life joys are yours to take

And when evening comes to view
Thanks your lucky stars you're you

Happy Birthday!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR TASHKA!(:
<333
Stay Happy and Healthy! :D




With Loves;
JIAWEI.

Birthday Eve;

:)

This would be the last day of being 14!
=/
In fact, last 1 & 1/2 hours.

I spent the day, revising chem & reading my mocking bird.
Heh.
With a birthday cut-cake session @ 5+
&
dinner @ Botak Jones @ 7.30

Pitures would be uploaded after finals!
The video i did for my friends, took me.. 27 minutes!
:D
But the uploading is taking forever.
& yes, it's a form of destressing?
Hoho.

Friends, thankyou for everything that you've done for me the past year.
This is the year, i made the most friends i guess?
All thanks to, council.
:)
I enjoy everyone of your company,
and i appreciate everything that you've done for me.
Sharmala, you cannot bully me already ah?
:D

Alright,
i shall end here.
I hope you enjoyed the video,
and the next time i'll be blogging would be when i'm 15!
In like an hour plus?
Hooray!

I had a good year, and i'm thankful for it.
Signing off

at my last day of being 14 years old
ooooo.

And tomorrow would be the fist day of being 15 years old!

Thankyou,

I collated all the pictures i have with friends
and i would like to thank ALL of you that's in the video,
Thanks for being a friend i can count on,
for accepting me,
for supporting me,
for encouraging me,
for motivating me,
for being there for me,
for guiding me,
for loving me.

Thankyou.
You made a difference in my life.

YingYng,
JiaWei,
Hazel,
ClaraS,
Bhavna,
Stella,
Murphy,
Coral,
Janeni,
Valerie,
Clarissa,
Cassandra,
Shermaine,
Stella,
Gracia,
Sarah,
Jessica,
XinLin,
Vivien,
Dharishini,
Rajam,
Shalini,
Suhanthi,
Abigail,
Shalin,
Clara,
Liyana,
Chastina,
Sharmala,
JieYing.
Miss Amy,
Miss Chye,
Miss Foo,
Miss Tay.

I don't have pictures with everyone of you,
thats the reason why i listed all the names i could remember,
sorry if i missed you out.

But still, thankyou(:

-

All i asked for is APPLE DIPPERS.
I just wanted that for lunch, and i'll be satisfied.

I've been asking for it for 3 WEEKS.

And some fat human comes and demands for his,

and takes away my caramel.

STOP BEING CHILDISH AND FIGHT OVER SOMETHING

AS STUPID AS 

APPLE DIPPERS!

There i go again, giving in.

Fine, take whatever you want.

Call yourself a GENTLEMAN, 

RUBBISH!

As long as you're happy, i'll let you be.
When did you ever put a smile on my face in the past week(s)?

NEVER.

Social Studies! :D

I guess i'm updating my blog quite, normally now.
Its the weekends! :D
Lit & Chem on monday,
please let it not kill me. =/

Today was good?
Left school with Dharishini,
i know we both rock when we're together,
we can go off together,
squabbling with one another!
Coool right?
(:

Social Studies was..
okay/good.
As usual, the results can be.. unpredictable.
But i tried my best!
And the time... wow.
I managed to complete it in time,
but..
my last SBQ question is reallly in other words,
rubbish.
I had no time to do comparison,
but hey!
It's better losing 5 marks than to lose 12+13 marks, right?
But i wrote something quite relevant, so i might be correct too!
No lousy feelings for this paper too!
:D

I did study,
all through the night.
Kinda sad to have no conflict question tho.
Anyways, happy!
I've done my best.

Came home after that,
headed to bed straight.
TLL SIX IN THE AFTERNOON!
7 hours of sleep!
(& its 00:04 and i'm already sleepy again)
I was really tired after the through the night study + the amount of writing done.
I was watching MTV (when was the last time i watched it? - Sept Hols.)
and fell asleep,
right @ the TV, with no fan, windows opened or the aircon turned on,
so i woke up all sweaty @ 6.
Heh.
Good sleep though.

Dinner & cell.
I didn't study Chemistry or Lit.
I took it as a breaktime - just for a day.
So i decided to go down and play + talk to Gerald
a 7 year old boy, who can cross the line often.
(yeah, amazing that i actually thought of doing so.)
i actually did alright!
& i'm so proud of myself.
I didn't lose my patience even though he kept pressing his weight onto the table so that he can jump on the sofa.
And i managed to TALK to him,
even though i don't quite understand some of his reply.
Heh.

Then he asked to play some coin tossing game.
Goodness Gracious!
I can't toss a coin even!
Maybe i'm just, tired.
Hah.

So i asked him whether he wanted to play something else instead,
AND I PLAYED UNO WITH HIM!
He actually wanted to play monopoly,
but looking at the time it was like 9.45, parents might be ending @ 10.30.
TO set up monopoly takes long and everything,
so i asked wana play UNO instead,
it's been ages since i touched it.
(Well, it wasn't even opened yet!)
Since he agreed, we played.

I even forgot how to play!
A once UNO-lover forgetting how to play UNO?!
How is that possible!!
But yes, i was refreshed by Gerald,
and managed to keep each other company till parents were done.
Hoho.

He also taught me a new game,
'cos he didn't accept the fact that we kept losing twice,
and attempted to cheat, thrice.
+ with his thick stack of cards, he asked to play a new game.

So he taught me this game,
i guess its fun for young children and not people our age,
i didn't quite enjoy this game, but it was obvious that he did.
:)
It is called 'Lao Ban.' - Boss i guess?
You take 4 cards and set it up and the 'Lao Ban' only gets to see the cards,
and choosing one card, (for example out of all the cards he chooses a red (5) ) then he would face it down
and ask me to pick which card i think is the red (5), and if i get it right,
he'll give me '1penny',
and he will get the remaining cards.
In the end the one with more penny(s) win.

Obviously, he did, thrice.
Packed up,
and he left soon after.

Quite an enjoyable time with him i guess,
i managed to take a break,
and instead of him sitting alone (like what he does on a usual Friday),
we 'entertained' each other.
HAHA.

Off to bed now,
it's 12!
Meaning my Birthday Eve!
(:

I'm going to do a very special post next, probably tomorrow night.

For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

Wishes'

Its nice to have a friend doing the same thing as you.
At such an hour.
All just for a SS paper..
great.

Anyways,

All the best Senjoo for your PSLE!
(i hope you're well already)

All the best Jeremy for your science!
:)

&&

All the best for your SS paper, sec3s!

Back to SS,
goodbye.

Disclaimer: Read At Your Own Risk;

I said it, Read at your own risk.
& i hope you read this.

It was, 7.53.
English Paper 1 starts @ 8am.
And there this ______ (fill in your own blanks) comes and goes,
'what colour is your band', and stretches out her hands.
RIGHT BEFORE THE PAPER.

Only i wasn't her only victim, there were like what, more than a class of girls
with confiscated rubberbands!
AND GUESS WHAT!
SHE DIDN'T GIVE ANY 'REPLACEMENT' RUBBER BAND THAT YOU COULD PUT ON YOUR HAIR,
AT LEAST FOR THAT PAPER!
You just leave us with one hand holding our hair,
(like as if i can let it down. -.-)
and the other for us to write.

And the stupid paper had to start,
AT THAT POINT.
ARGH.
Down the row, you could see the number of girls with their hands, half on their heads.
But MrChen was cute & kind,
when he walked past, i went, 'Mr Chen do you have a band to tie hair?'
He looks at me and lifts a rubber band and smiles, 'This one? I got this.'

BUT HEY!
MY BAND WAS 90% BLACK WITH SOME SPOTS AND A GOLDEN RUBBER JOINT.
If you confiscate it,
then WHY NOT CONFISCATE PEOPLE WHOSE'S SHOES AREN'T FULLY WHITE !
AND HELLO!
WHO ON EARTH WAKES UP AND LOOKS THROUGH THE BASKET OF BANDS AND GO
'OH I CANNOT WEAR THIS, NEXT.'
It wastes my time, you know.

AND WHICH SCHOOL DOES SUCH STUPID THINGS,
5 MINUTES BEFORE THE PAPER ?!

I was fuming.
I was annoyed.
I was irritated.

And the compo question, just had to be something similar.
And Abigail's brave! :)
In the midst of the silence,
she just shouted,
'who got rubber band?'

.
.
.

Fast foreward to the end of paper 2,
we decided to hunt for her to get back my band.
As we were heading to the staff room,
HuiYun is such an entertainer in times like these.

She came up with a story,
'An aunty for sick, she had cancer. As she was walking down the street she gave me the hairband, as a gift. So to remember her, i wear the hairband everyday. It's her last wish.'

HAHAHHA.
That really made me laugh.

She finally after many attempts of calling,
came out from hiding.
AND SHE STILL CAN SMILE.
OMGOSH!
I AM THERE, FUMING.
AND SHE'S SMILING AS SHE GETS OUT.

I WAS SERIOUSLY, CONTROLLING.
YOU TAKE MY THINGS SOMEMORE, AND THEN GIVE ME SUCH A LOOK.
-.-
So i politely went, 'Can i PLEASE get back my hairband.'
and
and
and

she can still try to be funny.
I think all PE teachers have the same thing in common,
that's why they are so free and have nothing better to do but try to be funny.

And she goes,
'Oh! Cannot. I plan to have a shop at the end of the year, if you want it back, you can go and buy it.'
I wanted to reply, '
If she is serious...
I will never.. (save this comment to myself.)

Then she said some see her on the 9th or something.
Seriously this school is becoming...
is it even called a school?

In sec1&2, teachers seem to be nice, good, friendly.
But once you're an uppersec student,
you see their true colour.

I hate this, i'm so angry with her. On such a day somemore.

GIVE ME A BREAK.

I FEEL LIKE USING A HOT PINK BAND TOMORROW. :D

Happy Children's Day!

Happy Children's Day!

That includes you, brother.
I know you're still a kid.
So downright petty,
So downright irritating,
annoying,
loud,
vain,
immature.

Please, grow up.
Thankyou very much.
& i still won't forgive you even if you say sorry. (:


i miss the parties KCPPS used to have during children's day
&
Mdm Tan's super duper pink glittery pencil (the sharpening kind)

Okay, back to SS.
2 more chapters to go!

What About My HandWriting?

Tashka Anne, here is your handwriting analysis.

Tashka uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Tashka does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Tashka will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Tashka is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Tashka doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Tashka will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! I don't think this is true.

In reference to Tashka's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Tashka slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Tashka can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Tashka's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Tashka that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Tashka also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Tashka is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Tashka's self-concept is artificially low. Tashka will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Tashka to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Tashka is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Something is incomplete in Tashka's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption.

I guess, YingYng & Dharishini are surely able to tell this is 80% true, right? And just before doing this i told my brother, 'Stop it, you're going to far.' Hah. He reallllllllllly is.

Anyways, the bold ones are really the ones that i find is, quite true. :)