WE ARE ALL HUMANS.

DISCLAIMER: Read this post at your own risk, sorry if this post offends you.

The day/week has been ruined already. JUST BY ONE MEETING, council meeting. I'm currently annoyed/irritated/angry/disappointed/frustrated resulting in blogging such a post.

Many things in today's meeting could be prevented, in fact most. I just feel so frustrated because i had to wake up at such a ungodly hour and get to school, earlier than the rest, just to get scolded, disappointed and frustrated.
And that's called a council meeting, an update on council. IS THAT AN UPDATE? I'd rather than, spend the time, at home resting and regaining more energy for the coming week instead. In everything, i believe that there's a reason behind it. But for today, i didn't see any reason/logic behind most of the mentioned things.

Yes, it was probably our fault that the liliput's in a mess, and that we didn't have any initiative to take action, to help clean the mess that was created. But if everyone did their part wouldn't it be prevented? Everyone human has made mistakes, it could have slipped minds, but i didn't see any point of reacting that way.

That isn't the worse case. Next someone comes in & blows up. It's such a pain to the ears, maybe council meetings should be in a classroom instead, at least the doors & windows would be open, the impact would not be as great as how it is at an indoor, closed place like the Humanities Room or the MPR.
& what was he sharing about? About Mas Salamat's & The 2 humans who escaped in Court. Yes, i do see your point of someone down the line not performing their tasks properly, leading in their escape or attempt to escape. BUT, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE REACTION HAD TO BE THAT WAY. It wasn't as if IT WAS OUR FAULT, THAT THEY ESCAPED IS IT? Yes, everyone's angry about that. BUT WHY HAVE TO SHOUT AS IF THERE'S NO TOMORROW?! It was seriously loud, and all we can do is listen like as if it was sadly, our fault, and like we had to be blamed for this incident. When it definitely isn't.

I don't understand why it had to be that harsh. Aren't we after all still humans, who make mistakes, learn from mistakes, and move on? Would it help being super harsh on us? I think things would have been much better if things took place in a better tone, if people didn't blow up just like that, which ruined the day/week. A few take home messages that i remembered were simply, 'You're not fit to be a councillor, because you aren't different from the people outside', ' Even after doing so many good things for the school, we have become 0 now because of all the actions done recently'.
Is this supposed to be a council update?
I don't think so AT ALL.

I dread council meetings now, because i know it ain't going to be like how it used to be, i'm quite certain i'm not the only one feeling this way after today's council meeting. Reading other fellow councillor's blog too, make me feel the same way, things would have been better or rather the meeting would have been better, the day would have been better, IF things were handled the right way.

Gosh!

Wow, the amount of homework left could keep me company all through the night man,
rawrs.

Time please stand still?

&& ALL THE BAST VALERIE!

for your OLevel Chinese tomorrow!

:D

& GET WELL SOON TOO!

<3.

Happy Birthdayyy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA LIMMMMMMMM! :DDD

You're the best council buddy, and a wonderful friend to work with.
I enjoyed working with you preparing for the p6 tour day & collating surveys with you too,

Have a blessed 15th Birthday yeahhh. :D

ANOTHER QUIZ.

FROM : JIAWEI !~

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, WMP etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


If someone says "is this okay" you say:
Now You Know - Hilary Duff ( isit Link ?? -.-) It's the same as JiaWei's!

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Near To You - A fine frenzy ( this is so retarded.)

How do you feel today?
Jesus You Are Worthy - Brenton Brown( there is seriously no link!)

What's your life purpose?
These Early Days - Everything but the girl (WHAT?!)

What is your motto?
You're beautiful - James Blunt ( OMG.)

What do your friends think of you?
Wonderful Journey. (-.-)

What do you think of your parents?
Cai Hong. ( Woah~)

What is 2+2?
Don't You Eva - Sarah Blasko ( No Link)

What do you think of your best friend?
Road To Somewhere ( Huh? But there's a link. )

What do you think of the person you like?
OLEOLE - dj Babo.( LOL! :D )

What is your life story?
All Coming Back - Sarah ( ;D )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I could sing of your love forever. ( 0.0 ? )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
So yesterday - Hilary Duff ( THERES A LINK! )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Because of you. ( Hmmm would it be happy or sad then?)

What will they play at your funeral?
All I Need Is You - Hillsongs ( Somewhat link )

What is your hobby/interest?
Run run run, Agapeland's . ( Wow!)

What is your biggest fear?
I'm Sorry. (Huh?)

What is your biggest secret?
We Wish You A Merry Christmas. (LOLLLL.)

What do you think of your friends?
Superman - Five For Fighting ( haha. )

Procrastination

I know i'm supposed to be doing my work now,
but i don't think a little blogging might kill,
so i shall update.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN! :DD

I still have got alot of work to complete,
but,
i've got no study mood to do it.
:/

And since it's the first weekend only,
i should enjoy it as far as possible!
:)

Alright, i should stop typing now,
and carry on work.

Explain Time

The weekend's about to end.

Soon enough, i'm going to start having 'Monday Blues' seriously.
All i did yesterday was wake up, plan agapeland, chem tuition, history TOV, dinner, computer, sleep.

That was it.

And today is just going to be work, work, work, work.
I'm too afraid to sleep just in case i won't be able to complete all the work/assignments in time.

Argh.

Council meeting tomorrow too.
:/

But i still like going to school
:)
Just to learn subjects i like, and obviously meet my friends!

Off to get started,
goodbye!

Photos, Photos!

Okay, as i mentioned yesterday
here are the photos of the
GIG event, it was THE BOMB.

The video they showed was the video MissWong showed us during devotion on thursday,
but it was still totally awesome.

Okay, enough of me talking,
let the pictures do the talking!
:DD

AND LASTLY THE VIDEO OF THE SKIT!

WOW right?

Please leave your comments yeah!

God Bless The Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wipped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[ Chorus: ]
Every long lost dream
Lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That lead me straight to you.

I think about the years I spent
just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost
and give it back to you
And you just smile and take my hand
You been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan
And that is coming true.

[ Chorus ]

Now I'm just rolling home
into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that God blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you

That god blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you

Quiz

1) What are you most disappointed about?
- Being in 3 __________.
2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- SRI LANKA!
3) What’s your favorite thing to do?
- Blogging in the room. WITHOUT MY BROTHER WALKING IN&OUT.
4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Obviously not.
5) If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be?
- YingYng & I to be in a class of our own, with teachers that WE pick. :DD
6) List all the bad & good points about the person who tag you.
- JiaWei: Hmmm, she hasn't got much of a bad point, she's friendly and super nice.
- Hazel: She's lovely, but we aren't that close? :/
7) Have you ever played an instrument?
- Nah. But, Guitars are cool.
8) If you win $1million, what will you do?
- Give it to the charity.
9) What do you think of yourrself?
- I'm not really sure
11) What makes you happy?
- Keeping & fulfilling (?) that promise. :D
12) What type of person you hate most?
- Back stabbers, attention seekers with high-pitched voices.
13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
- Studying
14) If you have a superpower, what will it be?
- WORLD PEACE, NO WARS! Would that mean no SS? :/
15) What do you think is the most important thing of your life?
- Family & friends & someone.
16) Would you ever write a 5000 word essay for a best friend?
- Obviously. The longest i wrote so far 2976 words, but not for a bestfriend, it's for a teacher! :D
17) If you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time?When will it be?
- SEC 2 , WITH THAT TEACHER. (I'd wish, teacher's in sec school would be like teaching most of the subjects.)
18) Define the word Trust.
- to be able to tell someone something & expecting it not to be spread around.
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
- I'm not very sure. Maybe? Never tried before.
20) What's your favorite song, currently?
- God Bless The Broken Road.

A Break Please?

I know it'a a Saturday,
but the amount of work that needs to be done is,
ALOT.

I feel like listing it down here,
but i don't want to feel the pressure.
So nono, i shall just do till it becomes night,

& in a way,
it's the last Saturday that i'll be home at this time.
The hectic Saturdays start from next week,
and trust me that's going to kill be because Saturdays are
supposed to mean weekends,
which means rest days & out days, but it no longer is going to be
simply because of school, homework, competitions, studying, events, & Agapeland work.

So goodbye Saturdays!
:/

And i woke up like @ 10.30,
but everyone still says i look tired,
but nevermind!

Work has to be done,
first Agapeland, then tuition then revision!

Alright, off i go,
;)

What A Day!

It's going to be Saturday in 30 minutes,
and i just got home not long ago.
Rawrs.

Alright, let's see just what i did today!

Assembly today was HILARIOUS.
Congrats to the people who graduated from SUSOP!
:D

Then the promotion for the fund-raisiong were done by some sec2 boys.
& IT WAS WAY HILARIOUS.
HAHAHA.
I wasn't able to control my laughter at all,
and when the lyrics talked about the teacher's part.
HAHAHA.
And they attempted to jump, like bands, which made it even more entertaining.
& the FUNNIEST thing was when they jumped people taught it was over and started clapping away,
when they were actually only half way through.
IT WAS SERIOUSLY HILARIOUS.
HAHAHA
:D

Started off with POA, something good has gotten into me,
as i can sit still in lessons like POA now,
without creating noises, exceot for asking him questions or to re-explain.
And i don't get so restless in lessons like these anymore.

Maybe it's just the 1st week, that's why?

So yes coming back to POA.
Did some worksheet, totally lost.
So i kept asking Rajam questions, and woah.
I think i was a little too loud, cos he heard some. :x
Hahaha, and he kept saying okay anot? You look lost.
LOLL.

Then English next.
See i told you, something's gotten into me.
I sat still, did the reading of the worksheet,
high-lighted, underlined, drew notes, wrote a summary.
Without the teacher asking the class to do,
well, he asked the class to do it when he went through the passage,
but mine was already done!
:D

Chemistry next.
I forgot to bring my textbook.
:(
But i managed to catch 60% of what was taught?
& i payed attention.
My clay stress ball is such a distraction, but it's also SO cool!
MissAliah, before the class ended talked about the decipline in class,
and gosh, MrHo knows?
:/

Ain't quite a good thing yeah?
But we got to live with issues like this right?

Anyway it isn't going to be something new,
i remember something like that before.

Recess, with YingYng.
:D

The new timetable __________?
Okay the only good thing i see is that i'll be having my free periods with YINGYNG!
Then again, it means that the whole ple/hme class is also having their free periods, then why can't PLE/HME be in that period instead?!

And then i end @ 1.10 n tuesdays but 3.40 on wednesdays?!
And it's not like week 1's tuesdays are any better because i still end at 2.30.
:(

And periods that i enjoy would surely be sucked up.
-.-
Yeah i know everyone's rejoicing upon that but?
It's simply unfair.
But do i have any choice? Nope.
So i still got to adjust to it, and be more positive about it!

Maths was next,
MrHaw
is
still
absent.

And what's the greatest news MrTan told me?
Lessons would be on Saturdays!
:O

So it's going to be a six-day-school week from now.
Anyway July is sucha hectic month.
Studying, lessons, lit festival, book review competition, chemistry class, maths class & ICC competition? (.)
All this are extras, that needs to be done in the week itself.

So no more waking up late on Saturdays,
no more going out either.
I'll wait for the 26th of October.

And yes, MrTan has already gotten the picture that people were trying to show since the time he took over?
When i asked, you aren't going to relief us?
He went, i think your class hates me enough, what more another lesson? (something like that).

:/

So during maths,
i did SS instead.
The finally's finally coming to a close.
I spent alot of time on it, i think too much even.
Just did SS that period,
but wasn't able to complete totally.

Chapel,
Pastor's sermons are nice to hear because i like to listen to the life stories.
Haha.
& i think everyone was becoming super happy during the benediction,
HAHAHA.

Dismissed, locker-ed.
Met Sharmala,
she drove me into a silent laughter.
OHGOSH, she seriously made me go crazy.
i nearly fell off the chair, thankgod i didn't,
if not it'll make me laugh more,
and my stomach was already hurting because of how much i laughed.
:D

CCA-ed,
competition in July,
:/

Halfway went for 'lunch' with JiaEn,
Chips&More, that was lunch.
And i didn't have recess too.
Haha

CCA ended,
made a new friend,
well it was JiaEn's fried,
Vanessa, she's nice, :D

Walked out with JiaEn,
then to junction 8,
bumped into Coral&Murphy.
:D

Walked with them to the train station,
and *secret*

Reached kkh, wanted to go to macs to do studying & then later on dinner,
but it was just too crowded,
too many trainees inside.
So went to the Kopitiam, took the corner corner seat,
started to study!

And my, was it productive!
I finally finished chapter 2!
:DD
Soon after time flew,
it bacame 6.45 & Val came.

Went over to macs for dinner,
hurried through dinner, even though it was my first proper meal of the day.
Haha

took-away the fries & drink and rushed to church for Gig!

Gig was a WOW.
WOWWWWW.
Pictures & Videos up tomorrow.

Concert Wonderful,
semon powerful,
skit, amazing

layout & setting, lovely.
:O

It didn't look like the LOR room at all,
with all the disco ball and decorations.

But the drums were deafening.
:/
And ended off with OneWay.
Everyone were high and jumping!
It reminded me of council?
Haha.

& Isabel's bakes lovely cakes.
I got SO addicted to the brownies, i think i took 8 or 9?
:D

Home after that,
i love long bus rides, just with my handphone.

I think it's time i get to sleep,
my eyes have been heavy all through this week, and the panda eyes are back,
great.
& it's really heaty too.
Maybe it's because of both the lack of sleep, due to the pile of homework and assignments,
and also because of the weather.
:/

Alright, goodnight,
i mean morning!

God Is Good

(All The Time!)

God is good all the time
He put a song of praise
In this heart of mine
God is good all the time
Through the darkest night
His light will shine
God is good
God is good all the time

If you're walking through the valley
There are shadows all around
Do no fear He will guide you
He will keep you safe and sound
He has promised to never leave you
Nor forsake you
And His Word is true

We were sinners so unworthy
Still for us He chose to die
He filled us with His Holy Spirit
Now we can stand and testify
That His love is everlasting
And His mercies they will never end

Though I may not understand
All the plants You have for me
My life is in Your hands
And through the eyes of faith
I can clearly see

God Is Good, All The Time.

What Is Love To You?

Love From The Father
By Dae Il Kim

There once was an old man who lived in South Korea. After the war, times were hard and life for him wasn’t easy. His occupation was that of a metal collector which was considered the lowest job possible at the time). He would search garbage can after garbage can looking for scraps of metal which he could sell to the government. He earned a measly ten dollars and spent five to buy food. He lived in a hut which he built on the mountain side and was a very lonely person and nobody cared for him. He lived a sad life for his face was severely scarred from a fire which killed his family. No one would look at him because he was so grotesquely scarred and because of this he kept very quiet and avoided people whenever he could. His main goal in life was to save enough money to fix his face so he could live a “normal” life.

Meanwhile, there was an orphan who lived in the streets every day. Both his parents left him when he was only nine. The boy was blind and suffered from severe malnutrition. Every day the boy begged for food but the people who passed by would either laugh at him or say evil things to him. In fact, some even kicked him or threw dirt in his face. Although he wished so much that he could run away, he couldn’t because he was blind. Like the old man, the boy lived a sad sad life and nobody cared about him.

One day, as the old man was walking down the street and he was trying his best to avoid people while looking for scraps of metal, he saw the broken hearted boy and felt sympathy for him. Out of his kind heart, he took the boy to his home. There he fed him, clothed him, and treated him like his own beloved son. The boy was joyful and was so eternally grateful to this person who treated him like a loving father. For the first time in his life, the boy felt loved.

Years passed and the old man and the boy were very happy together. One day the boy said to the old man, “I’m sorry for being so useless. I wish my eyes would become better so I could help you work. You must be such a beautiful and wonderful person because you took care of someone as wretched as me. Maybe one day I could see your wonderful face.”

The old man immediately became silent being too moved to say anything.

The next day he went to the hospital and asked the doctor privately how much it would cost for the surgery to heal his face. The doctor told him around a thousand dollars. He was Deeply saddened because he had saved up for ten long years and only had a little more than fifteen hundred. He then asked the doctor how much it would be to heal the young boy’s sight. The doctor said fifteen hundred dollars will do. Without thinking, he knew what he had to do. He would give up his life-long dream for this boy whom he loved so dearly.

The next day, he took the boy to the doctor. He didn’t want the boy to see him after the operation because of the scars on his face. Hesitantly and sadly, he went up to the young boy and said, “After you receive your sight I can’t be with you anymore, yet I shall always think of you. I want you to be happy and live a good life.”

After these words he paid the doctor and the tired man left knowing he could never truly reveal himself to the one he loved so dearly. The surgery was very successful and immediately thereafter the boy could see again. He was filled with joy and wondered why he couldn’t see the one he who he owed his life to and sacrificed so much for him.

After the boy left the hospital, he started looking for a job and soon he found one at a restaurant. He became a waiter there and worked full time earning a good amount.

Chance would have it that the next day the old man came looking for metals to collect. He started searching around the garbage can of the restaurant. While he was searching, the manager of the restaurant came out and started yelling at him and commanding him to leave because he was scaring the customers.

The boy soon came to the manager’s side side and seeing the old man creating such a commotion threatened him even more than the manager. The boy called the old man some foul names, kicked him a few times, and even threw dirt in his face. So quickly had he forgotten that he was picked on by other people in the same way years ago. Slowly….very slowly, the metal collector got up and began limping away aching from the pain that the boy had inflicted on him. As he was leaving he looked at the boy and he smiled a warm smile at the boy (although it was not well received) and left not wanting the boy to see him cry his happy tears.

Later on the day at the restaurant the manager said to the boy, “what an ugly man.”

The boy’s reply was, “I know, I hope I never see him again.”

_____________________________________________________________________________________


This is a story written by Dae Kim. Don't you think that we take things/people for granted. And you'd only realise it, when we suffer. This old man saved this young boy's life, but even though he can see now, he still made his life-saver suffer, Shouldn't you be thanking God for giving you back your vision, and then treat everyone the same way. Because you once were previously like that, mocked by people, teased by people. But now, you do that to others what people did to you. Isn't that wrong?

This story testifies Jesus's love for us, just like today's devotion. He sacrifices and does so much for us and yet we don’t care for his existence. We’re like the boy and that old man who loves us so much is Jesus. Like the old man, even when we treat him so badly he still smiles at us because we are still his beloved children; he is ever faithful and is an all loving God.

Isn't God so good?

Re-living the past

oI liked school today because,
Dharishini's backkkkkkkk. :DDD

Yeah, everyone could see how happy i was right?
(:

Bhavna, cheer up please. Let time heal all the fights alright? Please???

Assembly in the hall.
Devotion was a wow, all MissWong's devotions are a :O.

About how a dad could either oull the lever to change the route of the train, which would have killed everyone in the train, or could have let his own child die, so that the people in the train would still be alive, because his son's legs were stuck in the railways,
in the same way Jesus letting his son die for us.
Yeap.

Followed by upper secondary assembly.
Started off with MrsChua, followed by MrHo.

My, next year at this time, would be stressstressstress,
time, would you just slow down, please? :/
MrHo's assembly talk was like some wake up call,
out of all the new rules, i only remember this,
'Time is running out',
'Desire... Decipline... Delight'.

In the same way, your attitude toward your work would show the amount of decipline you have. And with that amount of decipline that you put in, would be the amount of delight you will get.

And he ended of with this (either him or mrschua), nextnext year when you receive your o'level cert, would you shed tears of sorrow, or tears of joy?

The first period of the day, english.
Hmmm, MrWee is trying i guess. But i still prefer MissChye. :(
Did a topic on correcting the errors of the Simgapore Youth Olympics passage.
Lost interest towards the end.

SS was next. First time being in room1, haha it's nice. Ireland again. :/ Don't ask me why, but. nevermind.

Recess, with YingYng, yippie. :D

MT next. & believe me i'm saying i'm saying this but i'm starting to LIKE tamil. LOL.
Okay maybe it's because she isn't focusing on the express students since like the rest of the class is doing o'levels in a week time.

& trust me, she's becoming hilarious. :D

So express students were given work to do, and yours truly kept complaining about why can't we listen & not do instead, but we still had to complete the work,

and by that time i shut down already, so i was either asking MrsRajan for the answers or, Vickram! HAHA. THANKS VICKRAM! :D
& then i went like, Aseriyay, why you give until so hard one!
LOL.

But it was fun, all the same, and i managed to do like 9&10&11 on my own!

Break, sat with Yingyng and spent that 45mins with her.
Lit, woah it was so hard to actually get back to the routine of,
'after school hours'.
ThankGod she spent alot of time on administration stuffs!
:D

When the lesson started, i got carried away by ANTS. That was how restless i was, i was playing with the ants, blocking their direction & all, and suddenly YingYng just killed that poor creature. :(

So i had no one else to play with and had no choice but to listen & pay attention.
:/

(I bet YingYng just wanted me to stop playing, and start paying attention instead.)
Bleah.

UK trips in November,
hmmmm.

Day ended, finally.
My ears have been playing tricks on me for the past like week?!

YingYng said, 'my slippers broke, so i had to go to a shop to buy a new pair.'
& i went like HUH? YOU WENT TO BUY A DUSTPAN?! FOR WHAT!

& yeah, i've to ask people to like talk louder because i can't hear them.
(wait, THEY'RE SOFT!)
Like Rajam&Yingyng!
HAHA.

Alright off i go.
GOT TO FINISH CHAPTER 2 TODAY.

I shouldn't loose my interest,
no i can't.

Music, Good or Bad?

I don't normally do this kind of posts, but i thought i shall give it a try. Today during maths, i stopped work at 9 and told myself the remaining 15mins shall be rest, just with my handphone's music in my ears.

So i was just had many wondering thoughts through each song.For some reason, the songs that caught my attention through that 15mins were Simple Plan's. I'm not a desperate fan of theirs but i don't exactly mind listening to their music either. So i just listened, i realised that music (generally) can actually change people's mind in a very drastic way, just like the way someone would be able to drive you to suicide, that would be the case if you're like depressed or something that sort.) But i realised it is when people are emotionally drained/ depressed / stressed, they listen to bands like Simple Plan.

Once again, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying Simple Plan is bad, because i do listen to it too. But for songs like these, i don't pay attention to the lyrics. But today, i did pay attention to it, i wanted to know why people actually write songs like these? Imagine someone thinking of taking his/her life and then decides to turn the player on to Simple Plan's and suddenly 'Jump' plays. It would be like some confirmation to take his/her life. This isn't like the only song.

Wondering, i decided to go to Simple Plan's album and played every song to take notice of the lyrics and then thought to myself, what on earth is the world becoming? Songs playing that if you can't take it, just give up. Or songs that say Jump! As long as you can't handle it. Everything is like in a negative way, what has happened to most of the postive songs, telling you to endure, to not give up. Where are those love songs, why are all these emo/depressing songs so popular, at least to teenagers?

I imagined people actually taking their lives, just maybe because they can't that the pressure, the sorrows, or whatever that sort. So they result listening to music like this, and what does the song tell them to do? Die.

So why do people write music/songs like these? One thing's for sure, this ain't happy music you should be listening to if you aren't in the right mood. I know for me, i don't normally follow these kind of musics and i know i make sure that this kind of music does not teach me any negative things in anyway.

Some of their songs are this sort, but some are nice too. So you should not be paying attention to those negative songs, but listen to the nice ones, like Welcome to my life?

What's your opinon on this kind of music? Are you a fan of these kind of emo music?
I shall end of with the lyrics to show you as an example, if you want to listen to the song, find it in youtube, i'm not going to upload it into my blog. :)

Jump

I don’t wanna wake up today
Cuz every day’s the same
And
I’ve been waiting so long
For things to change

I’m sick of this
town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends cuz everyone’s jaded
Sick of
this
place
I wanna break free
I’m so frustrated

I just wanna
jump
(jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t
care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go
whoa
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump

I
don’t wanna wake
up one day
And find out it’s too late
To do all the
things I wanna do
So I’m gonna pack up my bags
I’m never comin back
Cuz the years are
passin by
And I'm wasting all my t-t-time

I’m sick of this house
Sick of bein broke
Sick of this town
that’s bringin me down
I’m Sick
of this place
I wanna break free
I’m so frustrated

I just wanna
jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think
about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care
tonight
I just wanna jump
(jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go woah
Forget your
problems
I just wanna jump

I just
wanna jump

I can’t
take it anymore
I can’t take it anymore
I
can’t take it anymore
Can’t take it any
Can’t take it any
Can’t take
it (take it
anymore)
Forget tomorrow

I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna
think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I
just wanna
jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go whoa
Forget
your problems
I just let them go whoa
Forget tomorrow
I
just
wanna jump (jump)
I just wanna jump (jump)
Yeah
I just wanna
jump (jump)
I just wanna jump

Is this what you are supposed to do when you can't manage, Jump?
Please think twice if you said yes.

Jim, Checking In.

The lovely poem i was talking about previously that was read by MissWong during devotion.
Credits: Hazel Tan

Jim, Checking In

A minister passing through his church in the middle of the day,
Decided to pause by the altar and see who had come to pray.

Just then the back door opened, a man came down the aisle,
The minister frowned as he saw the man hadn't shaved in a while.

His shirt was kinda shabby and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head, then rose and walked away.

In the days that followed, each noon time came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment, a lunch pail in his lap.

Well, the minister's suspicions grew, with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him, "What are you doing here?"

The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time, for finding strength and power.
"I stay only moments, see, because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord, this is kinda what I say:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD, HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS JIM CHECKING IN TODAY."

The minister feeling foolish, told Jim, that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome to come and pray just anytime.

Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks." He hurried to the door.
The minister knelt at the altar, he'd never done it before.

His cold heart melted, warmed with love, and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart, he repeated old Jim's prayer:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD, HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
I DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."

Past noon one day, the minister noticed that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim, he began to worry some.

At the factory, he asked about him, learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried, but he'd given them a thrill.
The week that Jim was with them, brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.

The head nurse couldn't understand why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came, not a visitor he had.

The minister stayed by his bed, he voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.

Looking surprised, old Jim spoke up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know, that in here all the while

everyday at noon He's here, a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
leans over and says to me:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, JIM, HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP, AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.
ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY, I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS CHECKING IN TODAY."

Day Without You;

My day was so empty.
:(

Dharishini get well sooon! I seriously miss you, i miss fighting/irritating/playing/shouting/runing/laughing/
with you. And as you know i was so sad, when i didn't see that blue car come and you coming out of it for the past 2 days.
:(

Quickly come back kay?

Vivien, you too get well soon, and take care of yourself. :)

&& YingYng don't fall sick. If not i'll seriously be friend-less. Please take care tooo, and stop drinking cold drinks/eating mammee/ chips&more so that you'll stop coughing! :D

As you can see, my day was like empty, i only had Rajam & Sarah.

But i was also glad that it was because my close friends were absent, i got to be closer to Rajam, and my we were only like table partners, but today we became closer, i got to know more about her. I realised i didn't know alot of things about her, so it was good catching up time i'd say.

In the morning, i went like gosh, today's timetable's going to kill me, and i was also kind of sure i'll probably shut down before 2.30, thanks to the lack of sleep and the 32 graphs that killed my brain cells last night.
-.-

Assembly in the hall, the new teacher/precher/pastor/friend (?) is different compared to Rev.Goh. :/
But the lesson shared is still applicable, all the same.

First period, maths.
In my head i was like, please no graphs today.
& true enough, the teacher's still on MC.
MrTan didn't take over either, which meant it was 2 periods to do whatever you want.

Continued with SS, while listening to music. I'll mention about music, in the upcoming post.

PE, was the period next.
I've grown talllllller! WOHOO! & MY BROTHER'S SO WRONG BECAUSE I'M A CM TALLER THAN HIM, SO I'M STILL CONSIDERED TALLER.
Frisbee was next. Groupmates were, Sarah, LiHong, Chastina, Breanda, Me. (5)

Played frisbee, the weather was WOW, lovely.
The sky was SUPER DARK, the wind blew so strongly, it felt so good.
Soon enough, the lightning warning came about, headed indoors instead.

Was sent to change because there's like 20mins to do nothing,
so changed.
Came back and the sun was shining so brightly again, it didn't rain at all. :(

POA, the class was open.
But no one was inside.
I guess MrLoo was also on MC?
Completely no teacher, so everyone left @ 11.
I spent this period taking&having fun with Rajam,
haha.

Recess, with YingYng.
(:

Chemistry.
Miss Neo's the new teacher?
But thank God, Miss Aliah's still in the class,
haha.
& Chemistry's a total killer.

I was like staring at the foreign language on the whiteboard for 20mins,
and suddenly MissAliah went,'Tashka, so what's the answer?"
I was like, i've got no clue what you're doing.

ThankGod for Rajam & Sarah who transalated it to English for me,
took me some time to complete the work,
but i got the hang of it!
:D
that 2 periods seem to fly past, i was like
HUH RAJAM THE PERIOD ENDS AT 1.10?
WHY SO FAST! :O

So yeah, next was CME.
No teacher = another period of doing nothing.
Well being a good friend, i collected all the worksheets for BOTH Dharishini&Vivien
and it bacame a big mess, because it was SO MANY!
Sorted them out during CME, spent time with Rajam till the period ended.

And next was SS.
I hate SS being the last period, i was kind of sure i'll shut down at 2.30! And secondly, knowing that everyone else has ended but you still have another lesson made it worst.
But,
the Humanities Room cheered me up. :D
While waiting for Miss Foo to open, i was like looking at the posters @ the Cabana.
And i realised, someone looked so pretty before. Lol. Out of that. But it was funny, when i was comparing the befores&afters with Rajam. HAHA.
But didn't manage to finish the comparison because MissFoo came to open the door already. Boo.

SS started. I'm happy i'm 24. :D Because i get to still sit beside Rajam! Well, she's 22 but Suhanthi already sat down at my place, so save the trouble of changing places over&over again. Haha.

Conflict on Northern Ireland.
My brain did not shut down yet, but having to copy down whatever that was on the powerpoint slide for 3 people was CRAZY. In the beginning it was rather managable, and there wasn't anything much to be written but when it came to somewhere near the end, so many things, so fast, and i had to make up the words, because i seem to have misplaced my glasses? :/

And everytime when MissFoo was going to say look up at the whiteboard and explained i was like too busy copying over&over again, and when i'm done i look up, but she's done and just moved on to the next slide so it was just crazy copying for me.
Haha.

But 2.30 finally came, yay i managed to complete copying all 3 times, & everything. :D
Met YingYng @ HR room, stonned at the canteen for awhile,before deciding to study at Mos & have lunch at the same time!

And i must say it WAS PRODUCTIVE, and there were so few distractions alright!
Studied all the way till 6.30, bbteaed & home it was.

it's unbelievable because i actually missed the chinese show, intentionally.

Took a break and watched the 9pm show,
and back to work now!

Anyway i think tomorrow's timetable rock, other than the fact of the 2 periods of Lit, *prays that Miss Amy cancells the lesson just for this once! *prays hard.

It's 2 periods of English, followed by 2 periods of SS, followed by 2 periods of MT.
And ends off at 1.10, but because of lit, it ends later. :/

Off to studying.
Music; the upcoming post once revision's done!

Faith

School's started.
And sheesh, the workload for today is crazy!
I've got maths homework, history revision & SS continuation, maths tuition homework.
And it's only the second day of schoool!
:/

Today,
i felt like how i felt when i stepped into the school when i was in sec1.
there were SOOO many un-farmiliar faces, mainly teachers.
It was really shocking, too many new faces.
Haha, but i saw quite alot of farmiliar faces too, so it made up for the un-farmiliar faces,
haha.

Started out the day at the parade square,
the poem Miss Wong read was lovely, really.
The first time i actually paid so much attention during devotion.
It was short, sweet, meaningful.

First period, Bio.
I paid full attention today, to most lessons today!
Yippie.
Bio yes was interesting, but i forgot some of the facts i remember last term!
:o

MT next,
Learned about oral.
Woah, all the best for your oral friends. :D
Oh & the joke of the day!
KUNGFU PANDA!
:D

It sent me real high, when Aa-seri-yay when KUNGFU PANDA.
OMG, SUPER HILARIOUS.
HAHAHA.
* its an inside joke, sorry.

Free period next, attempted to complete SS's revision,
but failed to because i got carried away watching raindrops fall, looking around,
and talking to MissChia.
please take care! :D

Recess,
with YingYng!

And halfway, i heard my name
turned around & it was MrTanJY.
My expression was really :OO okay!
So he asked me to follow him to the printing room,
& yeah.
I had to distribute work to the class,
ask them to complete it,
and hand it back to him.

Oh, our maths teacher is Mr Haw now,
but he was absent.
So MrTan took over but he had a meeting to attend to,
so i had give the work & all.
Heh.

Wow, i felt scared because this class isn't 2Truth,
3faith's way different.
Went off for history,
Gosh, MrMarican is HAHAHA.
FUNNY.
REAL FUNNY.
He was repeating the same thing over again 3 times,

We learnt about Hitler,
And about the book he wrote in prison,
my struggles.

Haha.

Then off to Maths. Was supposed to meet MrTan to get the key @ 1.10,
but he was already in class, yeap.
The sums,
wow i forgot how to sole them.
And it's so annoying when you have a whole chunk of working,
but discover,
your final answer is
WRONG.

ARGH.

Lesson ended.
only 3 people handed in, 2 still not fully completed.
Only 1 completed fully.

Even i didn't manage to complete everything whithin the time
so i decided to take it home to complete it instead,
leaving the papers&a note on why there were only 3 who handed in,
heh.

Then came home soon after,
maths tuition straight all the way till 5.

No recess, no lunch either.
Gahhhh,
but brother brought home some food @ 6,
thanks! :D

Watched TongXinYan,
and i should start my work now,
off i go.

I think i shall only complete my homework today,
revision tomorrow instead! :D

Oh, and i seriously feel sorry for MrChen,

MdmMurni's left for extended leave,

leaving only MrChen to handle the class,

and play the role as both form-teachers.

Woah.

Everything Has Changed

Gosh!
I hate the new timetable,
D&T & Art has been seperated,
so i'm seriously floating with free periods.

Which isn't quite a good thing because,

i would end later than normal.

:(

Secondly, teachers has changed.
some, not all.
ThankGod. Haha.

Our new Maths teacher is Mr.Melvin Goh!
:D

i've got no clue who he is,
but still happy!
Heh.

Oh & i have to say something,
i STUDIED today.
YES, i did.
And i'm so proud of it,
because i didn't move or whatever, but focused on it.

Maybe i managed to for 2&1/2 hours because it's a subject i like,
heh. SS.
So yeah, but still 2&1/2 hours okayy!

HAPPYHAPPY.

Alright it's resting time & computering time now,
goodbye, (:

OMG.
I CAN'T BELIEVE MISS FOO'S GOING TO TEACH THE SEC1 HISTORYY.

& WHEN WE WERE SEC1?
nevermind.

Boohoo.
Okay so if you're a sec1 you should be thankful & happyyyyyy.

:D

They're so blessed.

(:

God Is The Strength

This is this term's theme song;
:D

Whom have I in heaven but You
There is nothing on earth I desire beside You
My heart and my strength many times they fail
But there is one truth that always will prevail

God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever, forever

Don Moen's; God is the strength.

Welcome Semester 2!

So look at the time,
it's 1.01am,
school starts in 8hours,
and i'm still awake.
:D

Hello Semester 2,
Welcome! :D

I'm not going to sleep tonight,
well, i've got no clue where my pencil case is even,
that's how prepared i am for school yeah?

Anyway i've got freeperiod till 12, then bio, english, lunch
and ending off with lit.
So i only need to find my pencil case & my bio book SHOULD be in the locker. :D
& that's all for school tomorrow!
:D

Yeah & if you're wondering,
why is there school tomorrow and i'm still up

1) being i rather wait for school to really start, so that it feels like school's starting, but not as fast when i suddenly wake up, and the day is here. Haha.

2) is because i staying up with brother to accompany him watch football, or maybe nap instead.

Alright, i'm back to tving, before the battery dies on me,
goodbye!

Sundays, Booo.

Today is Sunday,
which means tomorrow is school.
which also means
the nightmare begins!
:o

Right, so the last day of holidays,
how depressing. :(

Church in the morning,
yeah the picture was about the sermon today;
rejoice! :D

Breakfast @ Mac's after.
McGriddles!

& I HAD MY MR.BEAN!
:DDDD
Chocolate flavor!

Trained back to Bishan,
went to j8

& came home soon after.

Yeap, that's the day.
Goodbye.

Because You Loved Me;

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Because You Loved Me; Celine Dion.

Amazing.

I'm Happy

So Aunty Lily didn't manage to scan it to me,
because the file was too big
so i've to collect it tomorrow.
Means i've to plan the lesson
after tomorrow, instead.

Yay?
:D

Idle-d around at home,
till we went out in the late afternoon.

Dropped by Borders,
the notebooks! :o
But for that prize, i'd say they're not nice at all.

Collected some sketchbooks,
went off for dinner!

Thompson Plaza, yay!
The chinese shop, i don't know what's the name of it.
Haha.

The food was wonderful & yummy!
:D
& the pauuuuuu.
(i feel like eating it again.)

Then decided to visited POPULAR.
(:
I got a blackboard, & it's magnetic.
Now my (home) studying timetable & school timetable is up.
Notices too, notes too, eraser too.
So write one to me too! (& i'll put it up)
haha.
Got a notebook for subjects,
so i'm all set for the new hectic studying life.
:DD

But i've got to find all my lost colour pens,
heh.

Then came home soon after.
(:

325th post

It's a Saturday.
& tomorrow would be Sunday.

And monday would come,
and school would start!

Okay, maybe it's a mixed feeling thing,
i can't imagine myself for rotting for another month or so,
so maybe it's a good thing that school is starting,

right, what am i talking?!

I'm going to go out, soon.
After Aunty Lily sends me the scanned copy,
because i don't have it in my folder,
and i'm supposed to prepare the lesson, for
er tomorrow.
yea great.
:D

Haha,
wohoo, i actually found where bus 21 is!
:D
YAY!

Okay, i shall update about the day
later on,
& i'm getting bored,
waiting for that lesson!
Booo.

Byebye then!

Last Weekday

Gosh, am i sad to realise
that today would be the last friday
that i would be home for the next 10weeks,
unless there is a public holiday.

Boo.
It's the last weekday of the holidays,
but i'm glad to say,
i've completed tamil!

With the help of Shalin of course,
i did my research and got 7 dances,
but i was at wikipedia and i saw like 35 dances!
:DD

So yes, it's done.

POA's still,
80% completed.
Boo.

But at least we've started,
and not like others right!
:D

And it's no more playing for me after sunday,
no more sleeping late,
no more waking up late,
no more playing around,
start paying attention in class,
do my homework,
do my revision,
do my work,
and study hard, to keep that promise!
(See MissFoo, i'm so going to keep it! :D)

Which leaves me less time for relaxing,
computering,
playing,
chatting,
bubble teaing,
and going outs,

but don't worry, i'll still make time for those too!
:D

Shalin came over today,
Did the tamil project,
topped up my phone card,
and yay!

I called Aunty Linda,
& i've sent 7 messages already!
:o
I better slow down, if not it'll be $0 in no time,
and i've got to top it up.
Gahh.

Did work when i came back,
yay! :D

Tong Xin Yuan a little while later,
and back to blogging.

Alright, i'm off! :D

When I Say Hello

The previous post's video is the EuroCup's theme song i guess,
and it's nice
:D
& for my brother's sake, it's up.
Heh.
He was the one who introduced me to the song, haha.

I feel like moving back to layout templete,
because in a way it seems easier?
But the skins, are horrible - most of them.
But classic is also nice, but yeah for some reason i feel
like reverting to classic.

Oh maybe i should change skins, of my previous blog,
like randomly.
HAHA.
Then i'll know how to work both,
layout templete & classic templete.
Cool.

But it's going to be the last time i'm probably going to change my skin,
maybe after year end exams, i shall change again,
but yeah.
I'm going to start studying, soon.
When school starts,
anyway common test 2 aren't testing common test 1 chapters.
Haha.

Shalin's coming over to do the tamil project,
now.
Heh.
So i'll wait till she's here,

& off to work!
:D

Ole Ole!

Ole Ole! :D

One Last Cry

Love Songs ain't that interesting anymore.
boohoo.

Okay maybe because it has not been yas's for sometime,
and there's like fewer dedications,
boohoo.

But i still listen to it, heh.

And i still don't know how to work the blockquote thing, heh.
& i need to stop listening to Westlife!
I'm too addicted to it, great.
:D

But it's lovely, don't you agree?

Shalin's coming over to do tamil tomorrow,
yay?
But i don't like the topic, at all.
I want to do the food one!
:DD

It's the easiest, and the fun(nest) one, (if there's such a word)
but yeah, it'll be cool researching on food, and how people eat it with what or what kind of occasions,
better than doing dancing.

I remember all those indian dancing i did in primary school,
but i don't know what they're called. I mean there like thousands of names for those dances,i just remember i had to dance alot.

And the make-up made me look like a ghost.

Adding on, i had to be in school at like 5.30 in the morning. And it was super scary at such an unearthly hour. And the amount of bangles/and jewelry on you made you look like a goddess instead.

HAHA.

& that instructer was super strict, and i've never seen her smile, for the entire time i was in indian dancing.

That's all i can remember about indian dancing,

and that's all you need to know on indian dancing too!

:D

Call Me Crazy

I'm still in love with Westlife!
Heh.

I was up bright and early today,
as if i was getting ready for a normal school day or something,
even earlier than my brother!
Beat that!

So i woke up @ 7.45, because it became real hot.
Heh.
Decided to take my revenge on my brother,
but failed to.
Gahhh.

Got ready for school, but i was like way early,
supposed to be there at 11,
and i was ready for school @ 9.15!
Gahhh.

Hahaha,
helped MissFoo with that polling thing,
it's either computers are crazy
or
i'm still in lala land at that hour.

Wait i think it's a higher chance of computers are crazy,
than me being in lala-land!

Okay, played around with the colours,
but that polly just decided to not work,
-.-
And for some reason,
i keep getting that google error thingggg.

Okay,
since i was way early,
and i received an sms saying it was pushed back to 11.30
i decided to take a LONG walk to school
and i mean LONG as one whole big round
all the way to school.
Heh.

Reached there at 11.15,
but decided to walk around the school first,
the last time i'm going to see a 'haunted' school.
HAHA.
It was so quiet, i can even hear my own footsteps!
:D

Took one big round to the canteen,
(see i was so early.),
then walked through all the workshops,
the D&T place.

Then walked past the hall,
when to read those notices,
then decided to go to com lab 1 since it was 11.28
but i was still 2 minutes early,
heh.

Then i was exploring the 3rd floor like that long named orange room,
and then WAH, ONE WHOLE ROOM OF ADULTS, i mean teachers!
LOL.
So i quickly came out,
and i heard miss foo's voice but i was still was a minute early,
so i decided to walk slowly, since it was 11.30 sharp!
LOL.
And she saw me, which meant i was supposed to hurry up.
But i stepped outside the com lab door at 11.30 sharp!
See, i'm so punctual!

& i saw one farmiliar face,
which was only Denise.
Gahhh, and i'm a lousy friend maker.
Heh.
Wait, i'm a lousy friend maker at times,
only when i have no mood to make friends,
heh.
But when i'm hyper, i'll make alot of friends!
:DD

But they looked friendly enough to be friends. (okay what am i saying?)
Then yeah when into the computer lab,
and became mrs wong's assistant. LOL.

We were briefed by MissFoo, then she started the course.
and yes, i was helping mrs wong 80% of the time i guess?
Heh.

Then i went to help Miss Anbarasi & Miss Lee & some other teacher,
and ended off by helping MrLoo.
Heh.

Once all the teachers left,
i decided to be switch off all the not turned off computers,
since no one else would do it?

Yeap, then after that we could go,
heh.
Oh, and MissFoo gave us POCKY!

I remember buying them everytime i finish kumon, with my brother,
when i was in primary 3 or 4?
Yeah!
& now i'm tasting it againnn!
:D

Am i re-living the past or something?

Then went for lunchie,
was bored so i decided to call YingYng to come along,
talked for awhile, and bbtea!
& we shared the POCKY!
:DD

And came home soon after.
But my eyelids were really closing,
i was way sleepy/tired.
So i decided to take a nap,
(:

Woke up by YingYng's call,
15minutes before TongXinYuan!
Haha.

Dinnered,
and here i am, blogging! :D

Alright, off i go.

Westlife; Swear It Again

Wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

[Chorus:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

[Chorus]

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
The more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

Pictures; Agapeland's Mother's Day 2008.

Completed ArtWork!

Jaden's, Joshua's, Kathleen, Vivienne's, Ethan's. :D

What do i do next?

Everyone's too excited, they can't sit still.

Evidences of Artwork being done on Mother's Day.

Heh.

It was complicated,

and look at the amount of glitter!

Imagine their hands, and the adult's hands too,

all sticky & gluey,

but it was fun!

Even though, we did 80% of the work,

while they just choose their colours,

Heh.

I'll Swear It Again

Gosh,
Something's got it's way in me.
I used to loved Westlife, they were the first band i knew,
but i knew more bands and enjoyed them but
today, i was just looking through youtube,
and guess what?

I'm back in love with westlife!

Amazing, all those old videos,
when i was in p4 i used to play non-stop,
just enjoying the songs and everything,

And now as i listen to it again,
i start remembering those times.

Memories, & more memories.

So yes, a day at home was great!
Did Tamil in the morning, completed it,
but it's all in English!
That's the best i could do anyway, because i don't have tamil font's,
or even if i do, how do you use it?
Heh.

I had Maggie-mee for lunch,
did my slid-ing for POA.

& i had a nap, that's why i'm still awake, heh.
Since my brother took away my sleep in the morning, i went to catch up on my sleep,
once the house was peaceful, and i managed to!

Slept 4 hours straight, and woke up 10 minutes before
TongXinYuan,
haha

Then attempted to try to complete the slid-ing for POA,
but failed because i was carried away to blog-skinning for History,
and i did it all by MYSELF.
HAHA, i played around with the codes,
and for some reason it really worked,
and you can see a '5' there now,
with HISTORY! :D

So this blogskin's
PERFECT.
But i don't know why the history is monthly, but the dates are on instead.
Heh.
But it's still nice!
& i just realised,
the blog's a year old,
coming 1st July.

Hmm, then shall i fully convert it into a wordpress one?
:/
I shall think about it.
Heh.

Watched the 7pm show after,
followed by dinner,
and followed by the 9pm show!

Heh.

Alright, pictures next post,
and off to sleep soon after.
:D

School tomorrow! :)

Fool Again

Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture,
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus:
Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
too many chances to show you
how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Quiz

First

First Bestfriend: In terms of like bestfriend till today that would be YingYng, but in terms of first childhood friend, it would be Veneetha or Vickram, heh.
First Pet: Guppies! :D
First Piercing: Ears, that's the only piercing!
First Crush: Shhhh. *secret. HAHA.
First CD: WESTLIFE! Their 1nd/2nd album. Heh.
First Car: I don't drive! :D
First Stuffed Animal: A Dog! ( i still have it)
First Placed Call Home: Obviously my current home!

Lasts

Last Beverage: Iced Water
Last Car Ride: Hmmm, Sunday?
Last Movie Seen: Made of Hornor with YingYng!
Last Phone Call: to Valerie Mok! - On Monday, heh.
Last Song you've listened to: Westlife, haha sudden craze over Westlife
Last Thing You Ate: Maggiemee.
Last Thing You did: Is doing POA counted?
Last Bad thing you did: I'm a good girl okay!
Dated one of your bestfriends: :D

Been on a limo: Er, why'd you need to know?
Been cheated: Yeap.
Broken a bone: er, nope!
Fav things: My computer, handphone, camera!

Choices

Live or Die: LIVE!
Sweet or chocolates: Both please! :D
Swim or Run: SWIM!

Do you regret: Hmmm, sometimes?

I'm Already There

I'm Already There; Westlife

Verse 1
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

Chorus
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

Verse 2
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss ya darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right bare beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

Chorus
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

Bridge
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

Chorus
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
I'm already there

Another song from Class95,

Lovely.

Lalaland!

It's like 10.16,
and i'm awake,
thanks to my wonderful brother.
GAHHHH.

I actually planned to sleep in,
since the pillow was back!
BUT,
my brother just had to come in,
and shout his way into waking me up.
-.-

So i'm up.
And had a buttery breakfast.
:D

Okay, i'm going to DO THAT TAMIL THING TODAY!
YAY for me,
i actually decided to start!
:DD

Indian Dancing;
hmm, cool.

Okay, i should get started.

Goodbye.

I Promise.

A promise has been made,
today 17th June 2008
@
5.23pm.

:D

It might be difficult, but i'll start working on it from the beginning,
& do what i promised.

I promise.

Smile;

The holidays are ending,
it's as good as saying, it has ended.

Managed to finish the POA re-search.
It wasn't that bad.
Heh.

Met YingYng for lunch,
Lunched @ Mos,
and then bubble tea-ed,
and off to school.

The weather's seriously a killer,
till the extend of taking a bus to school,
saved us from walking three bus-stops.
But the air-con in the bus, felt as if it was spoilt,
hohoho.

Schooled,
i actually forgot my locker number!
:o
Met Miss Foo soon after?

Yeah, and then i just reached home,
heh.

Tamil project tomorrow,
and i MUST complete POA today!
Every single question!
Yeap.

School on thursday! :)

Alright, off i go.

POA,POA,POA

Gahhhhhh.
POA's killing meeee!

It's interesting to actually start an online business,
BUT!
our project has to be done OFFLINE!

So the webpage and everything,
has to be done offline,
which makes life harder,
argh.

Okay, i should carry on with it,
and start researching for some tamil dances,
and get work DONE!

Oh & did i mention!
I actually went to read on Ireland's History!
:D

Okay, i shall carry on later..

Once Again;

So it's a new blog-skin once again,
& i took 7 minutes to change it,
and i love this one,
simple, pinky, nice contrast,
PERFECT! :D

It's back to school already for me!
But not as early as 7, heh.

Met Dharishini & Rajam at 11,
walked into school together,
back to locker-ing,
and then to meet Lennel.

Discussed on POA,
played around,
side-tracked,
but
managed to get everything completed by the time we had set it to.

Left with Rajam & Dharishini at 1pm.
:D

Came home,
took a nap,
and off to Orchard.

Bumped into *ahem there,
heh.

Came home soon after.

Tomorrow's going to be a long day,
POA in the morning, tamil in the afternoon!
Great.

Alright, off i go to get some sleep now,
and love songs just STOPPED!
(oh wait, it's my internet connection!)

Goodbye.

Moving Back

(edited)

Since i've decided to come back to blogging,
i thought i should change my skin.

Tried looking at Pyzoms, & all other kinds of sites,
but didn't manage to find any to my liking.
So i thought i should go back to blog-skins.

I guess the last time i visited that website was last year?
And to my surprise, i realised that the skins are getting better,
they're much simpler and nicer.

I saw this, and thought i would use it.
And i did.

Well, it was really hard work.
Reverting the whole templete back to Classic & not Beta,
and it literally starting from scratch.

But i managed to do it yeah?
Please leave your comments about this new skin! :D

Goodnight!

--

I've also added a chatbox, a cooler one,

try to catch me when i'm online,

but if i'm offline, then just leave me a tag @ my cbox, and i'll also respond asap!

:D

This is going to the last day of free time i would have for this holidays,

next week is just'

school,projects,deadlines,school, project & more deadlines!

Alright, i got to go to bed,

goodnight!

Say It Again

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you (about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you)
Open that door (open that door)
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

oooo (oh)
oooo, oh
oooo

Marie Digby, Say It Again.

Lovely song, you don't have to play it the video as it's my blog's theme song currently.

I'm Back.

I do miss blogger in the end,
heh.

So i'm back to blogging,
but the posts might be different compared to previous posts heh.

Considering whether to move to wordpress or not,
but depends yeah?

Haha, so yes, be happy
updates would be done frequently now.
I guess i just needed a break from blogging?
Heh.

So stay tuned & goodbye. :D

Goodbye.

No updates for the timebeing,
maybe when school re-opens

or when i really want to say something;

I don't want to share what i do everyday,

not knowing what readers think,

Till then - when school reopens (maybe.)
or i might just delete my blog once school reopens.

Tagboard will still be up.

No more chances. It's over now.


Goodbye.

Happaye!

I enjoyed myself today! :D

And yes, i was too lazy to go look for skins or to even change the present one.
Heh.

Geetha came over today! <3
She brought lunch, double yay.

& i spent the rest of the day with her.
Stoned around, played, read, napped all the way till 5.30,
before Tong Xin Yuan started;
It's season 2 now!

Okay then got ready to go out for dinner.

& it was to Kim San Leng,
all my favourite food! :D

& soon after sent them back,
and i'm home.

yeap.

Oh & lastly,
Welcome back, Val, JiaWei, Iris :D

So i guess everyone's back from camps/courses already!
Yippie!
:D

Alright, off i go to lala-land.

Hurry Come Backk!

I just don't understand why it's the holidays,
but i'm still waking up as early as a school monday.
Argh.

So i'm up again, bright & early.

Going to bury myself into the 3 books & see what i can actually learn from it,
then i'll try my 'skills' on the computer! :D


& i'm also going to see if i can find better blogskins!


I miss you already mannnn,
tsk it has only been a day?
But i miss our messaging night life!
Okay i should start a countdown till you're back.
Have fun yeahhhh.

Reaching the Middle.

So yes, i woke up real early today,
even though i only slept for 1 1/2 hours during camp,
and i only fell asleep at 12 yesterday?

Woah.
& i woke up @ 7.45!
Sent an sms out after receiving Miss Aliah's message to 15 people?
Then went back to try to sleep,
woke up @ 9.30 with 12 sms-es telling me the same thing i sent out,
and some were not even from 3faith/3truth.

Cool! I really didn't expect one message sent out by me, passed around so fast, and received 12, alerting me of the change.

Idle-d around, and got ready to get to the library! :D
With YingYng,
heh,

collected my 3 books,
thickthickthick.

But i'm going to be an expert soon! :D

Went over to MOS.
Cheese Burger!
& talked talked.

Haha, went over to bbt.

& home awhile later.

Watched my shows,
& here i am blogging. :)

While listening to love songs! :D :D

COUNCIL BOLEH! :D

So yes, i just remembered, i should be more detailed for the time spent in the workshop; in a way saying, the other games we played during the workshop.

Started off with Pass On, I mentioned about that earlier. Another game we played was ( i don't think there was any name given to this game.) Heh. We had 6 questions to do, Coach Elgin named us the PINK GUAVA. (i bet it was after noticing my PINK bottle.) HAHA. Okay so yes, my group mates consisted of YingXuan, Victoria, Shalin, JiXin, Dakshayani, HuiPing, Chastina, & 2 others which i can't remember who now, haha.

& so we had to answer 6 questions, the first one was some word formation, where only Victoria & YingXuan took part in, & they came in second! The second question was on art, and JiXin & Chastina did the drawing! ( Excuse me, she's the top in cohort!) The third question was to come up with a group name, & group values, Group name was G.M.I. (Guava, Mango, Ice-Cream), & our values were C.A.R.E. I can't quite remember what it stands for tho. Heh. The forth question was (i forgot.) The 5th question was on Maths, Where Dakshayani & HuiPing went to solve it, sadly all 3 groups did not quite solve it all the way. And the last question was for all the groups members to gather, and become octopus(es) and start moving around, haha. Completed that & we were done!

We also played 2 other games, during the second workshop,

One was TUNA FACTORY, the other was Catch Me If You Can.

Started off with Catch Me If You Can, Stella & Noel led. I think i've played this game before, during youth. There would be like 4 groups facing the middle, north, south, east & west. Then there would be a runner & a catcher. Haha. & if the runner lands in front of your row, the last person of that row would have to run away from the catcher. & i was supposed to catch JiXin, but when i was chasing after her, she just screamed&screamed&screamed. Which was real funny, and she ran out of the space that was allocated, so i became the runner & she the catcher. Thankfully, i was save! :D

The next game was Tuna Factory,
we just had to roll over one another till the end of the concourse, where we were saved, seemed difficult, but kind of fun! :D After the first time tho. HAHA.

Okay, that was about all the games that we played, heh.

I want to thank SHARMALA & JIEYING for accompanying me through the first part of the night? HAHA, THE LIZARD! :D :D

Clara & Amirah, you both did a good job being the camp commandants;

& Miss Foo, you know why already. ;) Heh.

Okay, that's all i've to say about training camp'08.

There wasn't much fun but still alot of lessons learnt. And this was a training camp, so by right, you don't expect fun right? :)

Next post on it's way!